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Post by LaliciaBebe on Feb 14, 2002 22:16:57 GMT -5
This was one of my FAVORITE threads on Razzberry, so I wanted to recreate it. For those who have never been here before I'll quickly explain. This is a place where you can write out whatever you want to say to someone. Say whatever you want, whatever you are feeling, practice what you want to say or get out what you know you'll never have to guts to say. It helps I promise. I'll go first.
K.L. It's been a while since we really sat and talked about what happened between us. To be honest with you I think it was the stupidest fight that I have ever had with anyone. I even appologized and you still wouldn't let it go. I am letting it go though. I dont' want to let you hurt me anymore. I don't want what you think of me to matter so much. So I am satisfied knowing that I am okay with myself and I couldn't care less about what you think. I'm sorry that I hurt you, but how can I ever fix anything if you refuse to forgive me? Please, just talk to me, let's end the weirdness between us.
A.C. If you don't like him please tell him. It's hard for me to watch you two together. Don't you understand that I love him and that I have loved him for a long time? Why can't you just let him know that you don't feel the same way about him that he feels about you?? It breaks my heart to see him flirt with you, to see him try so hard when that's how he used to be with me. I'm not mad at you, it's not your fault that he likes you, but if you don't want him please let him know and set him free so that I can show him that I want him and he can return to me.
*M* I want to be happy for you, I really do, but I can't. I have loved you for so long that it is hard for me to let go. What's the hardest thing is that you don't care about me anymore. You used to, I know you did, but I was too slow and you moved on. It was inevitable, I don't blame you. But I wish you could see how much I care about you and how much I want you in my life. You make me happy like no one else has been able to. You make me smile. I wish that I could say that I hope things work out between you and A but I don't. I hope they don't. And I hope you will remember me. I hope that you will be able to see me the way you used to see me, or maybe even in a better way. I want to be with you. Why can't you see that?
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Post by LaliciaBebe on Feb 15, 2002 19:07:26 GMT -5
... or I'll just answer my own post. Maybe I'll be the only one to reply here. How sad Well, anyway: S.P. I am so glad that we have become better friends. You do not know how comfortin it is for me to know that there is someone who has the same fears and insecurities that I do. Thank you so much. E.C. I have so much fun with you. If I'm having a bad day I know that I can just call you up and we can act like total dorks together. Thank you for always being there for me to talk to. M.G. You are growing up and I know that it's hard. I love you sweetie and I want you to know that I will be here for you if you ever need anything. I 've been through it all and I'm here for you no matter what. *hugs* K.T. I could've never asked for a better friend. When we met we hated eachother, who would have thought that we would ever be as close as we are? K.L. You're crazy if you think that friendship doesn't exist. It does and it's real. I have real friends and don't you dare try and tell me that I don't. *M* You must think that I hate you the way I ignore you. It's not that at all. I just don't know what to say to you. I could say hi, but I didn't. I can't expect you to love me if I hide from you, so I'd better stop complaining. I just don't know how to get close to you. When you look at me I forget to talk.
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Post by sugarcult_girlie on Feb 15, 2002 23:56:03 GMT -5
j- you drive me crazy. you flirt with TONS of other girls and espect me to be all happy when you come and give me a hug...i am not like the girls you flirt with....i will not melt into a puddle because you say my hair is cute...i will not laugh uncontrollably at your stupid little testosterone filled threats to brandon...i will not say oooh...you such a good actor..blah blah blah...just because you are in drama with me and you are hot...it doesnt work like that...get over yourself.
t- DAMN IT!!! what the hell is your problem?? is it somehow funny to hit me and push me and kick me constantly...you think i am some kind of push over. but you know what, i give up, no wait i dont give up, i choose not to fight back. giving up is knowing you couldnt do anything. choosing not to is knowing you could but not because it will help you in the long run. you hit and push girls and call them a bitch and you wonder why you dont have friends..gee...i wonder why. i am sick of your shit on the bus and at school, in class you are all nice and polite then when you are around rachel you feel the need to be rude and violent towards me. what the hell is your problem? if you are gonna be nice, be nice all the time, dont be a wuss...
c- i like you, i really do. but you drive me CRAZY complaining about not eating lunch, its JUST lunch...you wont die from lack of food for 2 hours...get over it...
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Post by dubiety on Feb 16, 2002 0:48:41 GMT -5
K - what happened to us? we used to be such good friends. our lockers are right next to each other. there's the occasional friendly chat and laugh, but its not like it used to be. i can't talk to you anymore and i don't know which one of us has changed.
A - why do you stick so much with people who are just followers of you? i'm the real one and i want you to let me in. i know that we can, and you want to become better friends than we already are, but please stop shutting me out.
N - i see you staring at me with those goo goo eyes of yours whenever i pass you in the hall. i'm not going to fall all over you like i did last year. a small glance, and simple little smile is all you're going to get. i'm not like the other girls who will sigh over how cute you are. things have changed. you're going to have to impress me this time.
C - you're one of the sweetest and kindest people that i know, but you're so consumed with image. you talk about how fat you are, when you are only 105 lbs. i'm scared for you. please, just stop it. image isn't everything, and i hope that you learn it soon.
S - you are so superficial. i'm glad that you don't go to the same school with me this year. i'm glad that I.L. liked me better than you. you didn't deserve him. even though you got him in the end, i didn't care. i know that he liked me, and still likes me. i forced him to ask you out so it wouldn't ruin our so-called friendship. you're rich, and you know it. you flaunt it so much, how could anyone not notice. everyone knows that your step daddy bought you that one-day modeling job. all you care about are looks, and you fall over any guy who will give you attention. you are the perfect example of a fake girl. i hope i never become like you.
whew...a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. i know i'll have a lot more coming so just wait...
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Post by Lonely3Angel on Feb 16, 2002 0:57:47 GMT -5
S- Your the best. You're my best friend ever. Your there when I need you, you're so funny, cute, awsome, and understanding. You and I are dorks. We think everything and anything is funny. All we do is laugh together. Your who, and what I need when I'm sad. You listen to me. I can't lose you, the thought of it brings me to tears. I love you. Your apart of my family.
R- I will always love you. I don't know why, but I know you're my soul mate. From the very first day I saw you, I knew you were the one. We've never been anything more then friends. And now that we're not even friends, it kills me. It hurts me. I cry over it. I miss what we had, I miss you. I need you. I just wish you knew how much you mean to me. I'll never forget you.
B- Why you with her? What does she have that I don't? I wish you could see what I have. I wish that you didn't like her, but I can't help that. I wish you the best..and I hope that our relationship as friends, gets stronger.
M- You're two faced. Somedays, you're a complete moronic idiot, and I hate you for it. Other days, it's like what we used to have. Before you ditched me. That hurt. And I don't think you realize how much that hurts. I thought you were one of my best friends, but I see that you're not. But somedays, I see that bond that we have..and I wish that it was there again.
J- I love you. You're so awesome, and wise. You're loyal, faithful and truthful. You know how sensitive I am about subjects, and you try your best to be gentle about it. But I'm beginning to feel..somewhat abanondend. I rarely talk to you anymore. And when we do talk, we don't have much to say. I don't know how to tell you this. And you and I both know that something is changing- for the worst.
C, H, R, P- You guys are the best ever. I love you all. We have our memories that I'm going to remember forever. We're so different..from our beliefs to our personalities. I love it. I can't believe we've all been friends for 5 years. I hope we continue to stay friends for a long while. I'm looking forward to another 5 years w/you guys. Love you guys lots.
I like this thread- I needed it.
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Post by 80s Child on Feb 16, 2002 18:59:48 GMT -5
Ahhh... my old thread... *reminiscises* - yes Im aware I spelled that wrong
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Post by LisaRocksYourWorld, yo on Feb 16, 2002 23:27:23 GMT -5
Wow, this is an amazing thread. K.M.- What happened to us? We were best friends, and now you're one of the tramps at that private school of yours. All you want to do in life is lose your virginity. I can't trust you with anything for fear that you'll laugh at me. You don't even know that I have been infatuated with the same crush for four years. You know nothing about me. I wish you would pay attention to other people's problems. You're only concerned with yourself. K.R.- I don't care about Joe. Yes, I know he's your boyfriend, and I know you're completely obsessed with him, but you know how lonely I am, and how I just had my heart broken. The last thing I need is to be reminded of your eternal happiness. And, by the way, he doesn't even like you that much. Please listen to me when I talk. I have problems much bigger than your usual "I haven't talked to Joe in THREE HOURS!" S- So now you know I like you. On Tuesday we shall see if you feel the same way, or if you'll never talk to me again. You're my best friend, do you know how shallow you can be sometimes? I would do anything for you,but you've still broken my heart 3 times. You've been such a follower, stick up for yourself once in a while. Be your own person, have your own feelings. Express your emotions once in a while. You'll do better in the long run. J- You're a moron. For having an IQ on a genius level, you have absolutely no common sense. Enough said. H- Stop trying to fit in so much. Be yourself, please? T- I love you. Even though you have problems of your own, you're always there for me. I love you, really! We're not the best of friends, but we really could be, we have such great mutual support! L- Wow... friends since 2nd grade! We've been through so much, and you're always there for me. You've been through so much, you have so many problems, yet you're always there to listen to me. And he DOES like you. Really.
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Post by Soleluna on Feb 18, 2002 11:00:21 GMT -5
I will post in italian, i don't care if no one understands, i need to get things out in my own language... ok? please forgive me.
A.Z. Sei stato il migliore e allo stesso tempo il peggiore. Ti ho amato alla follia, sei stato il mio primo bacio, il mio primo amore... però eri oppressivo e ossessivo.. te ne sei reso conto? Quando mi hai detto 'rimaniamo amici per un pò' ho girato le tue parole, ho voluto capire male... l'ho finita facendo finta che fossi stato tu perchè non ne potevo più. E alla fin fine tu hai fatto lo stesso. Il nostro è stato un mutual break up. Sono contenta adesso che ti ho dimenticato. Sei e sarai sempre un bellissimo ricordo. Le notti passate a baciarsi.... le belle parole... i sentimenti profondi.... ma non avrei potuto resistere ancora. Hai un carattere di merda.
M. Che succede? Secondo me ti sei stufata di me. Basta che tu me lo dica. è inutile scrivermi' ti voglio e ti vorrò sempre ben' e poi abbandonarmi senza dire nulla. Chissà che pensi. Vorrei saperlo. Cmq ti voglio bene. Sei stata la mia più grande amica. è questo il motivo per cui sono stressata adesso.. perchè io e te ci staimo allontanando. le cose cambiano. è positivo. Solo che per me ogni cambiamneto è una tragedia. Ecco, adesso che ho capito il mio problema posso accettare qualsiasi cosa che succederà. Non è il perderti che mi spaventa, perchè è fisiologico (mi intristisce molto perchè non vorrei che succedesse mai, ma ormai è successo e hai scelto tu) ma il cambiamento.
I'll post some more when I need it. I love this thread...(hey, maybe you can even learn italian!!!)
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Post by LaliciaBebe on Feb 19, 2002 21:47:46 GMT -5
A.C. I feel guilty for wanting you to be unhappy. It's not so much that, it's just that I don't want you to be happy with him. I feel like I'm trying to get on your good side all the time only so that you will feel guilty if you decide to be with him. You will think, well I'm friends with Alicia so I really can't go after him. But what a bitch I am for thinking that way. I'm sorry. I hope you don't like him though. I really hope nothing happens witht he two of you. But if it does, I guess I'll be okay. It just sucks that this has to happen. What a dumb situation. K.L. Things are still weird between us and I want you to know that I am not ignoring it, I can feel it. It hurts, but I'm actually okay. It see that you are trying to make things normal, but they can't be. I feel like you are going behind my back because you aren't telling me the truth about what's going on and I feel like you are keeping things from me. I feel like you are bringing me down instead of supporting me. It hurts. I know that maybe I don't always make the best decisions but don't pretend to be... I guess your not pretending. I guess all I really want is for you to say that you think it's right. M.A. I am so proud of you but I need to appologize. It's true, I have used our friendship. I don't mean to but it's true that sometimes I want to hear what's going on with him, so I talk to you and there have been times when I've gone to your house just to see him. I'm sorry. It hurts that I can't tell you the truth about all this. I want to so badly because I feel like I'm keeping part of me from you but at the same time I don't want to make a big deal out of something that isn't. I guess my heart is a big deal, but I dont' want to put you in the middle of this thing that I have created and I don't want you to feel responsible for me getting hurt. I'm hurting myself and I fully understand that. I wish that I could talk to you though. Why can't you help me. L.B. After all that's happened we are still friends. I thought for sure that our friendship would be over but it's stuck with it. It guess its' true, we can't get rid of eachother Thank God! *M* What is it that you do to me? I look at you and I can't even remember my name. How is it that you do that. You look at me and the world seems so perfect. How? And I ignore you. But not because I don't like you, but because I can't bring myself to say anything, you make me so nervous. I wish that I could have sat there and talked to you all period, but God, I couldnt' even turn around I was so scared. I wish that you knew how special you are to me and I wish that I could tell you how much I want to be with you, but how can I when I can't even bring myself to say "how was your weekend". So in the spirit of "things left unsaid" How was your weekend *M*? and I love you
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Post by Soleluna on Feb 21, 2002 11:49:45 GMT -5
A little note: This thread helped me so much... I told everyone what I had to say after letting it all out here... I feel so good!
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Post by KattyKatie on Feb 22, 2002 15:01:39 GMT -5
T.M- Why can't I figure you out? Do you have any clue what you're doing to me? J.D- Why can't you stop all the picking. I keep my mouth closed about all of your short comings and I don't appreciate all the stuff you've been saying. L.M- I wish I could tell you what people are saying behind your back, but I can't bring myself to do it. Sorry, you know you're one of my best bests.
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Post by x n0ise on Feb 23, 2002 15:17:57 GMT -5
R.L: I don't know....I had a nice time dancing with you, but for the time-being, we're only FRIENDS! Nothing more. But you're a very awesome and funny person. I like talking to you.
J.S: I like you so much, baby. I can't wait to see you again. I wish we could see each other more than 2 days out of the week....it's not enough..
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Post by girlpoet21 on Feb 24, 2002 19:28:57 GMT -5
Nice thread, almost like internet therapy.
J-You are a sorry excuse for a man. You acted like you loved me, then screwed around on me while playing the good little boy. Everyone believed your act, including me. Now, you're married to S and you seem to both think noone knows she was pregnant before you all got married. Um, we can count, you idiot! Also, this is a small town, and just so you know, everyone knows she (and you) have slept with almost everyone in it. We also know that if you want to get any action, you just had to show up at the bowling alley and buy you (or her) a coke. Wow, you're classy. Stop frieking stalking me! Just because you're married and have a kid now, and you regret it, doesn't mean you should come after me. Don't think I don't see you, and just so you know I've already talked to the sheriff about a restraining order.
S-Just so you know the fact that you are constantly trying to get me fired doesn't bother me. I find it funny. As I said to J, this is a small town, and I've already warned everyone what a crazy you are, and so they know not to listen to you. You're just jealous of me. You got married so young, and now you're angry at me because I got away from J. God works in mysterious ways, and He knew J wasn't right for me. You can't hurt me anymore, and neither can your new family.
B-I thought we were friends, and I told you everything. How could you betray me? I was always there for you, even when you lied to me, and were high and wasted out of your mind, and dumped on me. I was there because I knew your home life sucked, and this is how you treat someone who's your friend? I'm sorry, but I don't need it, and I'm glad we don't speak anymore. You were bad for me, but yet I could end it because I was scared for you. So you did, and I appreciate that.
J-You suck. I don't understand how you and B could treat me like that. Best friends for years, and I tried to play peacemaker between you almost all that time, only to find out that you were screwing me over the whole time. I have better friends now, and I actually thank you because I've learned a lot from this. I've grown and matured. I'm not a kid anymore, and as we've all gone our separate ways, I think that's good. You never understood about J, and I guess you couldn't. You couldn't because you never tried.
Well, I feel better.
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Post by KattyKatie on Feb 25, 2002 13:13:40 GMT -5
C- Why do you think I hate you? I'm so proud of you for all the work you're doing to try to get back in shape, and you accuse me of being sarcastic?!? OK, I know there have been times that you've really made me mad, but I understand you better now and I know why you do the things you do. If you ever need me I'm right here.
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Post by LaliciaBebe on Feb 25, 2002 20:19:08 GMT -5
AR: I hope you know how much I love you. Honestly sweetie you are such an important friend to me. It bothered me to see you acting so weird when you were drunk, but I don't want you thinking that I think less of you because of it. I want you to be happy and I want you to be safe. I don't think I could handle it if something had happened to you while you were with him when I could've stopped it. I don't want you to use alcohol as an escape. That's all I've got to say. Love you MG: Sorry that we've been fighting so much lately. I really do love you. It's just that I've been noticing that you don't have your own personality sometimes and I want you to grow into a strong girl with her own opinions and views etc. And I don't want you to feel like you have to be like me. I don't want that. I can't be your role model because I look up to you. CP: Please let me. Oh please, You are my only hope. I want to stay, I really do and you are the only way that's going to happen. Oh please!!! MA: Thanks for the check ins. It really made me feel loved. Your the coolest girl and I am SO SO proud of everything that you do. Love you. AV: I used to hate you, but we all know that's just because I was jealous. And now that we have spoken to eachother I would just like to fully appologize for hating you so much without a reason and I would like to say that I actually admire your style GL: You've been kind of like a father to me for four years and I hate to think that I am nothing to you. Daddy: I love you so much and please don't worry. Everything will be okay. It'll all be alright. Honestly. I know you love us and you are working extra hard now to take care of us and I don't know if you know how much I love and appreciate you. I adore you papa and I want you to know that it'll all be okay. Giving up something the way you did for the better interest of the people you love is amazing. You are truly selfless and amazing and I love you. AC: I feel bad about thinking badly about you too. Because you are my friend. And you are so sweet. You're not even with him. Ugh. Whatever. *M* I hope you don't think I'm an idiot. I hope you don't think that I was thinking about you while I was gone. Okay, I was thinking about you, but... ah... whatever. I just hope you didn't think it was weird at all. Anyway, you looked good today and you asking me made my day. *sigh* You make it so hard to ignore how great you are! I met so many guys last week and they were interested in me, and as much as I was flattered, I couldn't get you off my mind. Grrr. Just kidding.
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