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Post by SparkleSweetie on Mar 9, 2002 0:04:33 GMT -5
AS and CB- I think you guys are the biggest traders and I can't stand to be around you two anymore. That is why I have been hanging with Courtney and Amanda lately. I don't know why you don't like me C and why you would go with A and ditch me, because A is always insulting you and flirting with Patrick. And I always back you up. That is why A is mad at me, and I don't really care if A is mad at me, because A is mean, and conceited. I have been nothing but caring and nice to you C and I don't deserve this. That is why I am not talking to you guys anymore.
NH- If I ever had the courage to talk to you or write you a letter I would tell you how I feel. You are the sweetest, cutest guy I have ever met and you are always on my mind. When I look at you I melt into a puddle. I have never felt this way about anyone ever, and I barely even talked to you. My biggest dream is that someday you will feel the same way. I never believed in love at first sight till I met you.
mom- I know that you have been missing out with friends and stuff for the past five years with Kevin and all and now that you met Jon you have tons of friends, and you are getting all this attention, but you can at least be here for your kids. We need you. Please stop only thinking about yourself and start thinking of us too. Rachel had it really bad with you, and I have it pretty decent. You are trying and that is what is important, and I really appreciate it. But I need you more than Jon does.
NM- When I lived in UT we were the best of friends. We did everything together. When I moved we still talked a lot for the first year, and we were still really close. But now two years later we barely talk and we have both changed. You have new friends from what we used to have and we just don't get along that well anymore. It is awkward when we talk. I still really miss you and consider you my best friend, and I don't wanna let go to that friendship, but you have already let go. We thought we were gonna go to college together and be moms together and we were gonna be eachother's bride's maids, but now everything has changed. I just wish things were still the same.
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IAmMe
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Post by IAmMe on Mar 9, 2002 2:38:07 GMT -5
S.H. I would love to be you friend. When you were friendly to me during the last few days, it was a rare occasion when someone decided to reach out to me, instead of the other way around. But you have to understand that I'm shy, and it will take me a while to get around to speaking to you and acting around you normally, like the way I do with my friends.
I.L. Do you really have to start being so awful to me, and then turn around, and as though you've put on a mask, start being nice? I don't get you. Are you messing with me, and think this is amusing, or not?
S.T. I'm sure you're aware how much I'm intimidated by you. I don't like doing anything around you for the fear you'll judge me. Sometimes I see you looking at me with a pitiful look on your face, but you encouraging me the way you do is enlightening.
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Post by LaliciaBebe on Mar 9, 2002 17:15:33 GMT -5
MA: Don't be mad at me. Please don't be mad. Realize that I did it because I love you and I want to help, not because I want to hurt and embarrass you. I don't think that you realize how much help you truly need. So many bad things have happened to you in your life and you keep them all inside. That's not good for you. I love you with all of my heart but you are pissing me off. Everytime I look at you, you make me more and more angry because you don't seem to realize how precious your life is and how important you are to other poeple. You think you are alone yet everyone loves you. It makes me so mad. Don't blame this on me. Don't make me feel bad for doing the right thing. It hurts me to see you in pain and all I was trying to do was get you some much needed help. I'm not going to let you bring me down anymore. You depress me more than you will ever know and I'm not going to let you anymore!
SP: You're the greatest. You just sat there and listened and you've been trying so hard to help me figure out what to do about MA. I really hope that our friendship will grow because I think that you are one of the best people I know. You are not stupid and you are not an airhead.
KL: Our friendship seems to come and go and fade in and out and it bothers me. If you could just always be funa nd understanding and never a jerk like you have been, then things would be okay.
AB: I don't think that it's your fault. Get better soon.
[glow=blue,2,300]*M*[/glow] It's coming down to the end now. Let's get a move on things, okay? Because I can't wait forever for you. Only till the end of the year.
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Post by zonacruz6 on Mar 9, 2002 21:17:07 GMT -5
T.E.- What the hell is your problem? We go out for a few days, then broke up as a MUTUAL decision, and you decide to be a jackass. You got my arms cut up from the bush you pushed me into, you hurt my back when you hit it with your backpack, and you don't even want to be friends with me anymore. It hurts. You were such a nice guy when we were just friends, but now you hate me...or something. Grow up. We agreed to stay friends, asshole.
J.C.- Why don't you eat breakfast or lunch? You say it's too early, but you barely eat snacks after school either! I'm not saying you're anerexic, but you worry me with how little you eat. And, when you do eat, it's junk! Please stop. I really wish you would eat more. I know you think you're fat, but trust me, you are not! You have a cute little body! I won't sit here and lie to you, saying you're the skinniest person on the planet, but you are thin! Trust me, would I lie to my best friend? Didn't think so.
M.H.- You are my most favorite person in the whole world. You give me advice, a shoulder to cry on, and you're a great friend. I love you. I always have, always will. I loved you from the second I saw you. I am so happy I got to become friends with you, I am so lucky to know you. I know I tell you how I feel alot, maybe too much, but I just really like letting you know these things. I wish I could give you something to thank you for being so wonderful, but I don't even know what I could give you. I wish I could express in words how much you mean to me, but I wouldn't even know where to begin. I know we haven't known each other that long, but God, it feels like I've known you forever. You keep me alive, you keep me smiling. When I'm with you, I feel like we are the only two people on this whole planet. And, when you hug me, or tell me you love me, I shiver because I know you care about me, and that is such an amazing feeling. When you are happy, I am happy. And, if you are sad, I am sad right along with you. Even if we never become anything more than friends, I am priveleged to even know you, and that satisfies me more each day. You have changed my life so much, for the better. I love you so much, and I always will.
(^^Well, I DID e-mail him that...heh, but it was still left unsaid...until now!)
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Post by LisaRocksYourWorld, yo on Mar 11, 2002 21:11:06 GMT -5
It's time for another venting session... S- Where has the time gone? When the new school year starts, I might only see you once or twice a day, maybe never. I want things to progress but they're not going anywhere. I want to reach out and touch you and hug you, but you're not the type who would respond. Just to cuddle in your arms for just a minute, is that too much to ask? You know I like you, and you didn't back away. You were nicer than ever. You make my life a living hell, but at the same time, you make it heaven. L- You don't realize it, but you flirt with everyone, seriously. I wish you would try to be yourself once in a while. You conform a lot, to what other people want. Despite it all, you're the strongest person I know. Next year I won't be seeing you again... It's amazing how our bond this year has become stronger than ever. Making up for the lost time when K was still around and making us fight, I guess. I wish you would get your guy problem straightened out. Believe it or not, a lot of guys like you. (Unlike me) A- I dont even know why I'm putting you in here. We barely talk, I've met you a couple of times. You broke my heart, though you didn't (and still don't) know it, by taking S right in front of my eyes. (Painful, reallly painful). You didn't even realize you were doing it, so I can't blame you. Inside, you're really sweet, and that all happened a year ago. Maybe I'll be the one he's holding on the ferris wheel this year.
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Post by tootrickyforyou on Mar 11, 2002 22:36:45 GMT -5
Katie: I never let go. I promise. I still consiter you my best friend too, and even though we still have our differences, we need to talk about it. I do NOT want our friendship to end. We live 7 or 8 hours apart, and I think that 2 of you living in another state and us still being best friends is pretty damn good. I still want to go to college with you, be your bridesmade, and live next door to you! I know you have to read this sometime, or else I wouldn't have put your name up there. I'm confused why you didn't tell me that you were on razzberry! You knew I was on. I'm kind of sad that you didn't tell me.
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Mar 12, 2002 1:19:41 GMT -5
C:I dont think you realize how jealous I am of you. And at the same time I dont think I could ever live with out you. Infact I know I couldnt...because without you I would be dead. I love you so much...and I just dont think that you know how much, let alone feel so much. Maybe its just my selfishness..maybe its just me. I dunno...dont you realize you are perfect? You're his best friend...I know I shouldnt be jealous...I really shouldnt. But I am and at the same time I hate myself for it but blah...it hurts.
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Post by funkylemonpez on Mar 12, 2002 16:35:48 GMT -5
sp- you are a great friend! but sometimes i want to smack the crap out of you. dont laugh at me becuase i don't shop at abercrombie and dont tell me i shouldnt put blue tips in my hair because i will look "goth" ( i dont consider myself goth and am not claiming to be punk) dont tell me im a freak because i dont believe in god and hate rap. it doesnt really hurt me that much becuase i have a strong mind and dont care what people think about me, i just wish you were more open minded. rn- you to are a great friend but i need to get this out. you are a spoiled brat who doesnt apreaciate anything. you get 20$ a week allowance. you complain becuase your mom wont let you shop at abercrombie but yesterday when i told you i liked your shirt and asked you were you got it you said" sorry but i dont want to tell you becuase i dont like it when people have the same clothes as me" so why are you upset that you dont own anything from abercrombie? mom- you are sick minded person.you have abused me my whole life and treat me like crap. well guess what dad told me he is planning to divorce you over the summer, lets see who has the laugh last now. just becuase you have no life doesnt mean you should control mine. you laughed at me when i said i wanted clothes from a thrift shop but told me there was no way you would buy me a 20$ shirt from Pacific Sun. ever since i was in 2nd grade you said when i was older you would send me to sleepaway camp for the summer so you wouldnt have to see me. i am older now and you refuse to let me go to sleepaway camp with my friends.you laugh at me for skateboarding and not wanting to buy clothes from gap.i just think you dont want me to be happy, but you know what? you can put me down, not let me go to camp and whatever you want but you will not control me and i will be happy no matter what. f*ck you!!!
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dizzyupthegirl
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Post by dizzyupthegirl on Mar 13, 2002 4:59:43 GMT -5
S: I'm crying as i typed this.. when i know i shud be getting over u. I mean i was happy when u care for me.. and i guess u still do.. no matter what. But since i know that u dont feel teh same way toward me as i do to u.. i just felt that sumthing is missing. I guess jealousy is the feeling. I dont want to share your love or your care wit any other girl. I know that that is very selfish.. but you are such a great guy. I dont want to lose u.. i guess what im trying to say is.. i hope u will always be there for me.. and that i dont want to lose u... ever...
B: What the hell is going on?! I mean u just broke up wit ur bf.... then 5 hours later.. Josh* asked you out and u said yes?! I mean gurlll... i know u dont like him as that.... even though he is a sweet guy. What were u thinking?! I mean now every1 wud think taht ur a player.. when i know that u are just going out with Josh because u cant say no to him. But i have to tell u this: Im not gonna mess wit ur love life from now on.. cuz i dont want to be the middle girl.
J: I wish i cud tell you my problem.. but y did u leave? I still need u even if ur a jerk. Even if u hate me.. i still luv u.. U are my betsfriend for god sake. I miss you loads now.. since today was the day that me and u have that 6 hour talk. And i miss that. Even though i have mike now as my bestfriend.. he cant replace what you have. Even though i was mad at u bcuz u said all those stuff.. and i still do.. I still feel the closeness of our soul. Do remember all those stuff u said? the things how a soul have another soul and that a good heart is always chipped because then there would be another heart to make it perfect again? I miss those weird terms u always use about life... How i wish i cud turn back time...
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Post by LaliciaBebe on Mar 14, 2002 1:10:44 GMT -5
[glow=blue,2,300]*M*[/glow] You made my day yesterday. You pretty much made my week. That sad thing is I bet that you've forgotten about it. I bet it meant nothing. I don't know if you have any clue how much you mean to me. You don't, I can tell. But you were there for me during one of the hardest times of my life and you were the one who held me close when I needed it, how can I not love you. How can I not love you when it was your smile that brightened my day and it was you who kept my secret so silent. How can I deny that I care about you so much and that you make me smile. I've never had the chance to show you how grateful I am for what you've done. I never got the chance to tell you how great of a person I think you are. I don't know if I ever will. I wish I could be as strong as you are. I wish I could be as happy as you are. I wish I could be as good of a friend as you are. I want you to be happy, I really do. If your going to be with her then I guess I have to learn to deal with it. It breaks my heart, but what can I do. I love you so I want you be happy. I care about you so I don't want you to feel as miserable without her as I am without you.
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Post by tootrickyforyou on Mar 14, 2002 19:03:35 GMT -5
KH: or should I say Felicia? I wasn't mad before, but now I'm starting to. Why won't you tell me who you really are? We're best friends! We *should* be able to trust each other enough with telling each other who we are. I read all of your messages at Razzberry, and every last one of them was like you. I don't know if your mad at me, or what, but it really makes me sad to know that you don't like me enough to tell me that your on here. I know who you are. Stop trying to hide it! D: I don't like you anymore, you stupid bastard. Your just a flirt, and I don't give a shit. The only reason I'm writing this is to say goodbye. Goodbye, asshole. Have fun being the player that you are. C: I'm having mixed feelings about you right now. You don't flirt with as many people as D, but you still flirt with other girls. I know that I'm inclusded in that, but I want a guy that will flirt with ME and only me. Your really sweet and everything, but why can't you only flirt with ME?
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Post by x.just.a.little.grL.x on Mar 14, 2002 21:56:45 GMT -5
Kee- Okay, yeahh, you are the biggest hypocrite ever. You said you would never turn your back on me, but obviously you did. I can't believe how fast things changed with you. I don't even know you anymore. You did a total 360 for the worst. You think you're such hott sh-t now, but I'm sorry, you're not.
M- Okay, why are you being such a moron lately? It's really weird because you try to impress people, and it doesn't work. I know you're just being a guy, but this is getting out of hand. I love you and you'll always be one of my best friends, but please, take the thumb out of your ass and learn that you're not always the center of attention.
D- Things have really changed a lot between us, I'm not sure if for the better. I wish that things were different, and that we could still go back to the days when we both liked teasing and flirting with eachother, but maybe we've just moved on, well maybe you have...
JJ-Okay well, you're a great friend, but I wish we could be more. You understnd me better than any other guy. I think that you want to be more too, but we'll just hafta see what happens.
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Mar 14, 2002 23:43:59 GMT -5
Doctor:How can you say you're a doctor? Doctors are supposed to support their patient, and be sensitive to their needs and feelings because after all you are the ones treeting them. Dont you think its enough that they are trusting you to treat them? I do! How can you say that you help people... when you just hurt people. When you dont even know them and yet you tell them that they havent tried their hardest and they havent put all they have into getting better...it hurts. When you say that you need to deal with it...that it could be much worse...how can you just sit there and call yourself a doctor? Ugh..you make me sick.
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Post by LaliciaBebe on Mar 16, 2002 2:05:18 GMT -5
A: I wish so much that I could say that I hate you. I want to hate you so badly, but I can't. Your a sweetheart. Problem: YOU STOLE MY MAN!!! Okay, so, he never was mine, but still, you encouraged me to go after him, and now, you're having this little whatever thing with him. Ugh! Grrr. I hate you! Ah! It's not okay with me. I'm not alright about it and I never will be. Fine, be happy with him, but don't do it right in front of me, don't you see how that breaks my heart. God, I hate you. You stupid bitch. How can you call yourself my friend and then do this to me. How can you act okay with all this. Ah! But you were scared to tell me. What? Why? AM I SCARY! Yes! I am! And you want to know why? Because I don't like that you like him and I don't like that he likes you and I don't like that you guys spend time together and I want the two of you to be apart forever. I want you to stay far away from him. I want you to never speak to him again. I want you find him really annoying. But I want him to be happy. And if that's with you then, damn. Sorry, but I pretend to be your friend when really you make me sick. [glow=blue,2,300]*M*[/glow] You idiot. You jerk. How can you act like my friend? How can you do what you do to me and still feel like a normal person. Oh, but you don't know that I love you. You don't know that I'm crazy about you and have been for two years!! You don't know that do you? Well, what's wrong with you??? Why can't you see that! You ass. You idiot. You broke my heart. I really hate you tonight.
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Post by BadFish on Mar 17, 2002 18:54:02 GMT -5
Sheryl: Even though we haven't talked for over two years, I still wonder what went wrong. We were best friends. And then you just repelled me. Funny what popularity can do, eh? I think I hate you. But untill I have some kind of closure as to why you can't even look me in the eye, I'll be pissed.
Melissa & Michelle: I love you two. I can still talk to you without it being too weird. I really miss having so much fun with you and "the gang". I'm glad to know that I'm not the only one still wondering about Sheryl. Even though at times it can get a little awkward between us, you guys are really sweet.
Mom: It really bothered me today when you asked why I wasn't like Dan, Al, or Danielle when it came to going to church. Maybe because I'm not them. Maybe because I'll choose what I want to believe. Today you brought my hopes up, and then crushed them because of something I was "probably going to do". I hate how you're so nosey and hypocritical, and how you always call me lazy.
Danielle in NB: I really wish you hadn't moved. Everything fell apart, and we hardly talk anymore. I can only stand so much of Ashley and Sarah until I can't take any more. And guess what? I can't take any more. I couldn't take any more months ago. You were my favorite friend. I didn't have to dumb myself down around you. We had conversations, not chats. You were your own person, and I really respect you. And miss you.
Ashley: You fucking piss me of too much. Why the hell did you just leave us for Michaela and Lindsay? Because Sarah and Mary were only going to be talking about Sum 41 now? Suprise, Sarah always only talks about Sum 41. If you hadn't noticed, I tried to befriend Lindsay and Michaela's group, so we could stay friends. But y'know what? Those idiots are exclusive. Which is weird, becuase they're losers and everyone hates them. Tomorrow, we're having a talk.
Sarah: I don't really like you. You try to hard to be something you're not. Out chats are strained and hopeless. I don't know how much longer I'll be around you. If we stop being friends, than I'll be completely alone (physically). Although that's a small price to pay to not hang around with idiots. Good luck with your... ahem... "band". Excuse me while I gag. To have a band, you need talent first. And your Dad can't buy it.
Mary: You just moved here, and already you're clingy. Sarah's using you as a replacement for Danielle, but I can't. She's intelligent, you're dim. It's not the same.
Morgan: I'm glad I have you. Even though we're just starting to get close, you're awesome. We have so much in common, it's strange. This sounds sort of dirty. Oops.
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