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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Apr 13, 2003 21:37:36 GMT -5
"*WBB*" I love you...I miss you...I want to talk to you... I want to kiss you and hold you in my arms forever...but not becaue I love you like that, but because I love you as one of my best friends whom I've known forever. Because I know you're in so much pain and you're scared of whats going on right now. I want you to know that just because we arent together it doesnt mean that I dont love you. I love you sooo much. I'll be there for you whenever you need me, I'm behind you 210%. I dont know what to say to you...I'm sorry
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Post by skeetz87 on Jun 14, 2003 17:05:36 GMT -5
r- im starting to like you.. i know that every girl you like u end up playing but its just hard to not like you, you've done it to everyone of my friends.. u lead them on so bad and i HATE it! im starting to think you might be doing it to me but i duno. im glad your coming to the lake with us and im really gona try not to like you becasue that will be kind of wierd. you used to be really mean to me then really nice so i dont know what to think and i dont even know how i like you after that. maybe i just like you cuz i want to get over joe and its so hard
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Post by skeetz87 on Jul 8, 2003 22:40:59 GMT -5
r- i dont like u .. i just wana be your friend
ds- I LOVE YOU that night was just awesome .. i love just talking to you and telling secrets.. if you didnt have a girlfriend i think i'd really like you alot you are perfect. your so nice and everything i really like how you didnt tell the other guys what i told you.
j- of course i still love you and you dont know how bad i wished that you would of brought ur cell phone to the lake everytime i called u my heart just dropped knowing that you were so close but still so far away
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Post by busybodies on Sept 18, 2003 13:32:42 GMT -5
S- I'm sorry about brushing you off like that yesterday. I didn't mean it. The exams got to me and... I wasn't myself. I want to be with you too, but you have to understand my position too. All these years as my friend... and after this we'll never even talk to each other. I can't believe you're leaving in less than a week. I'm sorry for all the pain I put you through. To be honest, I didn't know how you really felt till very recently. That's no excuse for me being the b*tch I was. You may not know how much I love you, or how much I miss you, but I do. I've thought of nothing but you for the past two weeks. I go to sleep thinking of you, I see you in my dreams and I wake up with your name on my lips. Neither of us has ever been good at saying what's on our minds. We prefer to keep everything bottled up inside of us- even the good- assuming the other knows how we feel. I might never get another chance to tell you how much I care about you. I honestly do. Please take care of yourself. I hope you'll never be hurt or be unhappy or have anything bad happen to you. I love you. I'll always be your LS
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Post by busybodies on Nov 12, 2003 12:09:52 GMT -5
S: Hey it's me again. I don't know what to say, except I miss you habibi. I've been thinking about you a LOT these last few days. Maybe it's PMS in action, I don't know... I just keep going back to that time when you held me. It felt like time had stopped. I'm never washing the top I wore that night cos it has you on it and it's the closest I can get to you when I hold it. We should have used the broom closet. Lol. Or at least the elevator. Your last email has kept me going. You said what I wanted to hear, but is that the same thing as what I needed to hear? "It's hard to just forget the past so fast, It was good, it was bad but it was real, And that's all you get in the end of the matter". Remember the meaning behind that? I'll never forget it. Why were we so dumb? You never believe them when they say you don't know what you have until you lose it. I cried myself to sleep for two weeks after you left. I've stopped crying, but it hasn't become any easier. I just wish I knew where this was headed so I can prepare myself for the worst. I already have, in a way. How could it last? Nobody thinks it'll work. Maybe I'm just to scared to let go. Just remember I love you H.
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Post by canadiana on Nov 12, 2003 17:39:25 GMT -5
R - I honestly don't know what to do about you ... I guess I'm not so upset over things as I used to be, but that just confuses me even more. What do I want from you? Maybe it should be nothing, since it seems like you've moved on ... or at least, you're attempting to avoid me. When we get together this Friday, I don't even know what I'm going to say to you. I guess I do want you back because I miss all the little things about having you there, even if this whole thing only lasted a short while. Can't we end this "break"? Yes, I think that's what I want ... I want this break to end. I want you to want me again like you did before ... but is that even possible? I bet I'm coming across as so desperate or something, but please just TELL ME if you want me to stop bringing it up or if you want me completely out of your life. You SAID we'd still be friends no matter what happened, but that hasn't been the case at all. I even miss just talking to you ... MSN, the phonecalls, being library buddies ... all of it. I know I didn't have much of it, but I sure as hell didn't appreciate it when I DID have it and that makes me regret things even more. I know it's my fault all this had to happen but can't you just give me a second chance? I promise to do things right ... I was just scared before. But I guess I scared you away. I wish I just knew better and wasn't so stupid ... then none of this would have happened and we would still be together. I so didn't realize how much I liked you until you went away ... but I really do need closure on this. Can we try again? Or do you want me to move on? Because as of now, I'm still waiting ... and it's been a week and a half.
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