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Post by tootrickyforyou on Apr 28, 2003 20:39:44 GMT -5
Chris: Yeah, I'm thinking you like him. That always happens to me and my friends when we like someone and don't want to admit it, so yeah. I want to hear more about him though! He sounds really cute! You know, I just realized you remind me of one of my friends that moved about a year ago. You just have the same personality, and yeah....it's weird. AHAHHHHHH!!!@algjsfl;kgjzsel;fgjsrohjyhjzsero;fihjysgtxrgjyetjk I TALKED TO PAT!!!!!!! *hyperventalates* Okay, here's what happened. Lily was taking me upstairs to go see him, and i was freaking out and everything cause I didn't want to cause I'm a nerd, then one of my friends pushed me up so I decided I just would and that I was being stupid, so I went up. When we got up and saw they weren't on the wall we were all sad, but then when we got by their lockers we saw them and I figured that it would look rrreeaalllllyyyy stupid if I turned around and ran, so I didn't (thank goodness), so we just went up to them and were like "hey!" and then Lily said "Hey Pat, this is Nichole." It's getting annoying saying "Then Lily said," so I'm just going to put it in line format. Pat: Hi Nichole. Me: Hi! Pat: So, are you still in band? Me: *rolling eyes* Yeah. Pat: Ahhh....how is it? Me: It sucks. Pat: Yeah, with Mr. Shirts...(the band teacher) Me: Yeah... And meanwhile, Lily and Rob are "looking at his CD's", but really spying on us and giving each other weird looks. THen we all just talked, then they left to go skating (heheehehe), and I spazzed out and everything. Ahhh, it's sooo cool, cause now i can say Hi to him in the halls and stuff instead of just looking at him, and that'll be good. But tomorrow he's leaving @ lunch to go to some thing up north with a video thing. So I want to talk to him again in the morning maybe, heheeheheh. Ahhh, he's SO cute! And I just got off the phone with Lily, who just got off the phone with Rob, who told her that Pat thought I was "cool", but I was kind of quiet...but he was just as quiet as I was, so it wasn't all me! *sighs* He's sooooo cute though!!!!!! Oh yeah, does anyone know Gabi'e e-mail address? I still want to keep in touch with her even though she's left the board, cause I miss her
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on Apr 29, 2003 22:30:52 GMT -5
Nichole: for some reason I though you were Haley (Morning View) and was like 'wait I thought Nichole liked Pat!' then I realized it was you...lol Anyhoo, *pats on back* YYYYAAAAAAAAAAY!!!! good job. Now you gotta get his #. lol but again, lotsa props
I MIGHT GET A BOYFRIEND SOOOOOON!! if he doesn't ask me within a week, I'm asking him. that's that. Who is it, you may ask. It's Shane. To explain everything, I have decided that I just want to keep Michael a a friend for now. I don't thinjk he likes me as a girlfriend. But I was trying to convince myself I DIDN'T like Shane, but I just couldn't stand it, so now i'm admitting it to myself. He knows I like him, and I know he likes me. Today was the awesomeist day I've had in a loooong time. me and Shane flirted. A LOT. it was like the flirting olympics, I swear. lol lots of footsies. only on Thrusday (I only sit next to him everfy other day, but have him in my c-block class every day), I think I'm gonna be a little more...girlishly-flirty with my footsies. lol
We were writing notes in math, and it was soo funny. We went from talking about the macarena to talking about washington apple to talking...kinda dirty-like. PM/IM me if you wanna find out the details. It was reeally fun. lol
I actually WANT to go to school tomorrow. lol
I gave him my AIM/MSN/email addresses/names (he was the one who asked. I forgot my number though. *pout* lol), so I'm hoping he IMs/emails me soon. *sigh* I love my life at the moment. lol
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Post by tootrickyforyou on Apr 30, 2003 22:15:00 GMT -5
Go Christina!!! I think that's way cool that you're willing to ask him out! It's SO stupid when girls go on about how they can't ask out a guy for some reason or another, so that's good. Hehehe, I wonder how much longer just us posting will go on....hopefully not too much longer! Everyone else needs to post!
Ahhh!!! I'm so stressed right now! *hyperventalates* Okay, my brother was in jail for four months or so, and he got trouble with his probation officer, and now he has to go back on Saturday until the end of summer, so I spent practially all day yesterday crying...I don't want him to go, I'm so close with him. This isn't the place to talk about this though, so I'll just move on.
Well yesterday with Pat was very....interesting. At lunch one of my friends went up to him and was like "Do you like Nichole?" And he was like "I don't know...I don't know her very well..." so she asked him if he wanted to get to know me better, and he said he did, so I guess that's good. Then he was supposed to leave for some competition (for his computer animated video or something), but after lunch I kinda ditched the first half of my dance class because my friend was having major problems, and I saw he and Rob walking around! I looked at them and smiled and stuff, and i didn't see them again so I went to my dance class. I had been there for about 10 minutes or so when Rob and Pat walked by. I was sitting kind of by the door so I saw them and smiled at Pat, and as soon as he walked by practically the whole class freaked out and was like "Oh my gosh, are you guys going out?" or "I'm going to go out and look at him! Do you like him?" And I was trying to get them to shut up because I didn't want them to make a big deal out of it, so they finally went quiet after a few minutes. About a half an hour after that (We have reeeallllyyyyy long periods at school..) I went to go get some lotion out of my locker and I saw Rob walking by, and he kept on turning around and looking at me and he finally figured out it was me or something (I'm guessing he's not good with faces...) and he told me that Pat had heard EVERYTHING all the people in the dance class were talking about, and started making fun of me (like in a girly voice going "OMG, are you guys going out?") so I turned bright red because I knew he was going to hear, so yeah....
That was yesterday. Today he was gone because of the competition thing, so not a whole lot of news, but after school me and Lily and one of my other friends were bored, so we were looking through Pat's, Rob's, and the guy the other girl liked's locker. We were really hyper, so I wrote a message in the other guys locker because she'd never talked to him before and he wouldn't guess because he didn't even know her, so to get back at me she grabbed a pencil and wrote a message in PAT'S locker!! It didn't say anything important, just "Hey Pat! Hope you have a good day today! love, me" but he already knows I've gone through his locker before (he cleaned it up too, heheehehhe) so he's probably going to figure out that it was me, so that kinda sucks and it's another reason why I'm all stressed out right now, becasue I thought I was going to have another day to erase it, but he's going to be here tomorrow (they're back early) so yeah, I'm kinda nervous...he probably already thinks I'm a retard because my friends were being stupid too, and he'll think I'm asking them to do all this stuff, so yeah. I'm kinda aggrivated right now.
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on Apr 30, 2003 23:48:17 GMT -5
Don't have time to respond fully, Nic, but I'll do it later...lol AAAAAAH I'M SO EXCITED!!! My parents FINALLY gave me permission to start going out with guys (I think...maybe it was just Shane...*shrug*)..My dad was really hesitant though. I had to assure him I wasn't gonna be like making out with him in the halls at school. Or even going around w/ arms around eachother. Only holding hands. lol But whatever. I'll take what I can get. So yeah...tomorrow's math, I'm all excited. Math is my new favorite class So if he doesn't ask me out soon, I'm gonna ask him (I know I already said that...sue me. lol).It's gonna be so fun if we are going out though, cause we get to go to Elitch's (a 6-flags) on May 23rd for our graduation field trip, and it would be awesome if we are going out them. Ok so I should be in bed... G'niught, Nichole! (lol) OTHER PEOPLE... POST NOW!!! lol
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Post by tootrickyforyou on May 3, 2003 12:06:05 GMT -5
Wooh hoo!! That's so cool Chris! I wish my parents would let me have a boyfriend (well, not that i don't anyway, but yeah : Well good luck with Shane and have fun! Well, I had a REALLY REALLY bad day on Friday, and after first period I talked to my band teacher about how I couldn't go to our state competition (it was this weekend and I want to be able tos ay goodbye to my brother since he's going t jail for four months), and he sat there chewing me out until I finally just said "I'm sorry, but i really want to be ale to say goodbye to my brother." and just left, and I felt like crying so I went to talk to my friend. Ic an't even remember what she said, but it was really stupid and it just made me start crying REALLY hard. Well, I had a class that doesn't even count for real grades 2nd period, so me and one of my other friends were just kind of wandering around the halls, and I was telling her the story about my brother and how the band teacher was chewing me out, and I saw Pat, and he saw me crying, so it was really embarassing...I didn't look at him or anything, but I'm pretty sure he saw me. Well, nothing happened (we didn't evensay hi to each other or anything) until after school, when I missed my bus that I couldn't miss because both of my parents were 4 hours away and couldn't give me a ride home, so I was walking home with Lily, and I was almost crying again, but we saw pat and Lily talked me into stalking him home, so that's what we did! We followed him from the high school to his house, and I was really paranoid because if he had turned around or anything, then he would have seen us. He didn't turn around once (thank goodness...) and we were far enough behind him that we didn't find out EXACTLY where he lives, but now I know the neighborhood, and it's narrowed down to about five houses, so I was excited. Other people POST!!!!!!!!!!! Or me and Christina could go for a record of how long only two people are posting I'm just glad I'm not the only one who's still posting...
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Post by tootrickyforyou on May 5, 2003 20:58:04 GMT -5
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AHHH!!! *screams* Lily just called me and told me that she was talking to Rob and that he was talking to Pat and pat was planning on doing something to me!!!!!! And I don't know what it is!! She knew what it was but she wouldn't tell me, so I'm waayyyyy nervous and excited at the same time, but AHHH!!! I WANT TO KNOW!!! I'll post again in a little while when Lily calls back (she's talking to Rob right now to find out) and she told me she wasn't going to tell me what *exactly* it was, but she would tell me if it was cute, embarassing, or what, so yeah...
PEOPLE POST!!!!!!!!!!! Come on, you can do it!!!!!
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on May 9, 2003 20:30:18 GMT -5
*lip starts to quiver* *starts to wail* WHERE IS EVERYBODYYYYYYYY? ?? Nich: What was he gonna do??? mmk...Shane never asked me out, I'm not gonna ask him out since he doesn't seen to like me anymore. plus he dyed his blonde hair to this ugly orange color. lol I do like Michael though. He's soooo hott and soo awesome...he's kinda short, but I could get over that. Anyhoo, he's got gorgeous blue eyes and brown hair that he spikes and puts this red stuff of the tips. His smile is amazing too. And his personality is so perfect. lol I fee kinda sorry for him though. His dad left his mom when he was still her boyfriend right after he found out she was pregnant. He seems ok with it though. We always pass notes in history. *sigh* ok well enough of that. This guy Bo asked me out yesterday...it was cute. we were passing notes in english, and he asked me if I liked him. I told him I didn't really know him that well, so he gave me a list of his qualities, including he likes all animals, cooks, cleans, babysits his bro and sis on weekends and is very responsible. it was so cute. sop then he's all 'so..you got a boyfrioend?' and i knew what he was gonna ask since i knew he liked me. anhoo, i was all 'no...and i'm not really looking for one *which is a semi-lie..i just didn't want to hurt him too bad*' and he goes 'well if you ever want a boyfriend, i'll go out with you'. Isn;t that cute? and when me and ben were hanging out all day today (we went on a choir trip to an opera today and I'm the only one he likes in the choir), and i kept seeing Bo look all jealous when I was flirting or even just walking with ben. cuteness. oh and me and ben got asked a total of 4 times today if we were going out. The last one was Stu, who was talking then all of a sudden 'hey what's up wioth you two...? Are you going out...?*insert Stu's suspicious look here*? anyhoo, POST, DANG YOU!!! *twitch*
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Post by tootrickyforyou on May 13, 2003 21:43:07 GMT -5
Annndd it's STILL just me and Chris. Why the crap is this place so dead? What happened to Bo and Nikki? They should be here still! *sighs* Oh well.... haha, it seems like there's a new guy every time you post, Christina! There must be a LOT of cute guys where you live now! Well, good luck with Michael! He sounds like a cutie. Ohhhhhhh my goodness. Okay, well I have looked through Pat's locker before and he found out about that note that my friend wrote in there, but he didn't believe it was her no matter how much me and Lily tried to convince him, and I guess he thought that I checked his locker often or something, because the other day me and my friend were sluffing a class and we decided to look and see if the message from my friend in Pat's locker was still there. Well, we open the locker, and this big sign in there that says "Hi Nichole!" *turns red with embarassment just thinking about it* Ahh, I was SO embarassed for the rest of the day even though it was just my friend who saw it. So I've resigned from stalking, because that was just soooooooooo embarassing . I've started talking to pat more though, so that's good! A few days ago Lily had to take a picture of him for her video yearbook class, and I went with her cause I wanted an excuse to talk to him again, and she was ready to take the picture and she said "Smile!" and he was like "I don't smile." in this really flat voice. I've seen him smile a LOT (mainly when he sees me, heheheheheh) so I said "You do too! I see you smile all the time!" so he kind of smiled a little and I said "See? You have a cute smile!" hehehehehehehehehe (I was in a REALLY flirty mood) so he smiled and Lily took the picture and everything, so yeah. It was SO cute! And today he was making sure to say hi to me everytime he saw me. Like he was in line for lunch and I passed by him, and we usually don't say hi to each other when we pass in crowded places, but he said hi to me, and it was SO adorable!! Ugh, it's going to be SO sad when he graduates though! I REALLY REALLY REALLY don't want him to! And it's in less than two weeks....where did the school year go?? *sighs*
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on May 14, 2003 19:25:02 GMT -5
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh I love life!!!!lol Nich- yes, it's still me and you. owell. Bo apparently still hasnt found a new guy. And neither has Nikki (unless she hasn't told me something...lol). But that's awesome about Pat!! He seems to be liking you *breathes* Ok well today was SOSOSOSOSOSSO awesome!!! Michael initiated the note-passing in history, and when class was gonna be over in like 5 minutes, he goes 'well there's only like 5 minutes left of class...but I'll call you later on tonight if you don't have anything going on' Cause I had written him a note w/ my number and telling him I like him. So anyhoo, he's gonna call (if his phone isn't still screwed up) after 7. I'm so excited. And nothing's changed btwn us, even though he knows I like him. Oh and he bought me gum today..just out of the blue he goes 'hey you want some gum?' so he just bought me some. ;D;D;D;D So yeah. I looove school now. ;D;D;D I'm thinking about inviting him to my horse show in 2 weeks since he seems to be pretty interested in my horsiness, but he'll prolly be kinda distracting (like when I'm supposta be warming up, I'm talking to him, etc) and it would be kinda weird for him to be hanging out with my parents the whole time. lol *skips off into the distance all happy-like*
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Post by tootrickyforyou on May 16, 2003 22:18:02 GMT -5
Aww, that's so cool Chris! Michael sounds adorable! I hope he called!! *sigh* Not a whole lot going on w/Pat besides now I know what car he drives, but I'm getting sad because he's graduating in a WEEK and I've barely talked to him. I'm planning on giving him my phone number in his yearbook and hopefully he'll call, because I REALLY want to get to know him better. Ugh, WHY does he have to be a senior
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Post by tootrickyforyou on May 17, 2003 16:12:09 GMT -5
yay, i feel like hugging Rob! (rob is the guy Lily likes in case you forgot) Anyways, Lily chewed him out forever about how he's not making the right choices (like drinking and everything) and so instead of going partying on friday last night, he had everyone (including pat) over to watch movies ;D ;D ;D Ahh, that made me SO happy because I hate to hear about Pat getting drunk and stuff and it really hurts me, so I'm SO happy *dances*
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on May 17, 2003 17:51:30 GMT -5
hey...well Pat's prolly thinking 'Why does she have to be a *whatever year you are*?'. But that's really cool how Rob skipped going to a party and a movie night instead. Oh and why not just give him your number now? Write him a note and include it...or start writing notes then after a while give him your # and say you hope he calls or something. That's what I did, and look where it got me Yes, he called...but the day after. His mom wouldn't let him on the phone earlier. But he went only like 2 minutes over his limit, and so he's grounded from the phone until the rest of his groundation is over (in abt a month ). And there were no awkward silences either. No silences longer than like 3 seconds, and there were only like 1 or 2 of those in a 15-20 minute call. ...yayness ;D So yeah...life is going AWEOSME...he even tried to convince me to skip cheer practice on thursday so we could work on our dragsters together. *sigh* But yeah...we were tickeling eachother on Friday...Merna started it but i gave her a semi-evil look, and she left. lol I've been getting evil looks from Caitlin lately, but I think that's cause Me and Mike are always together and she still likes him. muahaha I'm so evil. lol BUt I think I'm gonna give him a hug on monday. *sigh* Life is good. lol well, off to be giddy somewhere else...lol
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Post by tootrickyforyou on May 19, 2003 21:24:59 GMT -5
I'll reply later Chris, k? WHY?! Why when everything is going to good does it have to go bad? UGH! Lily was talking to Rob today and some slut named Jackie, and they got on the topic of sex. Well, Rob wasn't telling any of his own "stories" because he didn't want to look bad in front of Lily, but told them all about how Pat has sex every weekend and a few incidents when they've had to walk in on him doing it because the police were coming and found him passed out in his boxers. And how in the past month he's freaking done it in a shower. Why does he have to be like that? He's such a nice, sweet, caring person, and it just doesn't fit! So I think I'm going to just keep liking him for the rest of the week since it's the last week of school, then forget him after that, because I'm sure he won't change because of me. And if we do get serious, he'll be trying to force me to do it with him, and I REALLY don't want to do that. He's just so perfect besides that, I just don't understand
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on May 21, 2003 20:41:35 GMT -5
Already PMed ya Well life is good, as usual. Michael has been attacking me at my locker and tickeling me. lol He does it when we're walking together too. Woot woot tomorrow's an orange day, which means history, which means me and mike get to piss off mr. langley! w00t! lol ok i'm gonna go now
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Post by averagegurl on May 22, 2003 7:12:48 GMT -5
HEYA GALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D WOW...!!!!!! long time no see eh? Well last nite i went to an all night sleepover at my school... and loads of girls from my grades were there and some of the upper grades girls were also there. It was really interesting. I learned alot from their experiences in teenager life and they told stories that inspired me and actually helped me in some ways. One story taht touched me the most was when this girl told a story about her dad. I can't really tell the story because it was so personal to her... sorry! i was sworn to secrecy and everything that we talked about in the room stays in teh room...well neway... THe story was pretty sad and it sent a message across to everyone in the room just how precious things are in life. You don't know what you have till its gone.. and its true. I mean i know taht a lot of u probably already heard taht quote and stuff, so did I. But it was last night that i fully understood what it meant... and so I did something that lifted a huge weight from my chest. I called Noah.. ( u guys still remember him?) and well before the lock-in(that's what they call it) began, i called his friend, cuz im gonna go to the dance with this guy (i'll explain later), but then the guy that's my date to the dance handed the phone to noah.. and i just said a simple hello, how are you kinda stuff. Then he told me " so.. you're talking to me now?" and i was kinda embarrased cuz i behaved like a lil kid by not talking to him after the break up. But i'm just a person who can't really say sorry... so i told him taht he didn't give me the impression taht he wants to talk to me. But then he just laugh and said to forget about it and that he's sorry that we havent talk or stay friends. Anyway.... I called him after this girl told the story ( the story was so touching that everyone in the room was crying!)... and told him that i'm sorry and that i missed him alot and how i wanted to be his friends. But I was crying while i was talking to him. Why was i crying? and why did i call him? Well when the girl told the story about how you don't know what you have till its gone... i instantly thought of him. I dunno why cuz i havent thought about him in about 2 weeks.... And suddenly i felt that i might not have time to tell him how much i missed him or to say sorry to him for what i've done. The feeling just hit me like a slap and i started crying. I thought that if he died tomorrow or if i die tomorrow... i mite jsut not have the time to do that. I mean i was so wrapped up in my anger towards him taht i forgot how i could lose him forever. I mean its just frightning. I'm not a person who could express my feelings very well. I rarely say " I love you" to my parents or to people who i really love.... like my sister ( even though she's a pain). So i called him again and told him how sorry i was and how much i missed him and how i want to be his friend again... and soooo i hope we're gonna be in better condition next time we meet. So yea.. im glad that i went to the lock in cuz it helped me mend the ackwardness and the bitterness between me and noah. I think he heard me crying or sumthing... and my friends were like still surrounding me cuz they were shocked (i think) to see me crying and they figured out why i was crying and they were there for me. And the girl taht noah now likes was there also and she was happy that me and noah are at least talking. I think the girl also like noah.... i wudnt blame her. Anyway... he made some jokes and stuff and we said goodnight ( with my friend giving him kisses sounds... even more evidence that she likes him! plus she is his date for the formal!) well i gotta go now... so more news about my date for the formal tonite..... byebye!
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