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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Apr 9, 2003 12:48:32 GMT -5
O'la amigos! Bo....*walks up to you all teary-eyed...pulls out a huge thing of ice-cream and roses and some tissues for the group* I LURVE YOUUUUUU!!! *sniffles* But..like Gabi said, I've left here many times, so I can see what you're feeling, Come back soon, k? Gab...the ways i handle tony....Lol...sorry that ammused me..anyyywhooo, good luck w/steve...I'm sure everything will be fine...just remember who's w/ya, k? In about an hour I'm off to Cookies house! ;D ;D ;D I'm soooo excited..I had the "cookie tummy" earlier... ( I get so excited I litterally puke) Ya..I'm a dork, but anywhoo *sigh* I'm kinda depressed....cuz I'll be there.. so close to him, and wont see him. I havent seen him in *counts on fingers 2 monthes! * So ya... I'm half pukey excited half depressed half giddy... i guess that would actually be thirds..but who cares?! Anywhoo gals, that means I prolly wont be here till Sunday... so I LURVE YOU ALL AND GOOD LUCK!
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on Apr 9, 2003 23:45:46 GMT -5
Nik- I also admire how you have handeled this whole Tony situation. You're really strong. And have fun/hope you had fun at Cookie's! Gab- Sorry about the whole Steve thing. You need to talk about it, so my suggestion would be to hunt him out yourself at lunch or something. Bo- I'm sorry about everything. BUt if you need to leave, then that's ok. I've had to leave a cpl times too, and I know how you're feeling. Just com eback soon, k? MMk...well I found out Frank's real name is like Ryan or something. He's talking a lot more but I didn't talk to him cause i wasn't sitting next to him and i was in a conmvo the whole time, and then he got all chatty. Nothing new with Stu...didn't go to school today and Stu wasn't there yesterday (of course the *one* day I decide to wear my 'hott' outfit, a cute mid-thigh skirt, stretchy tight 3/4 sleeve black shirt, black nylons and mu black knee-high boots). When I wore my outfit, I did get lots of looks though. I noticed Brett was staring at me an aweful lot in History, in French, this punk-rocker guy was staring at me, not to mention a cpl other guys, in the halls I got looks, etc. At lunch, I sat down at the table before Kylene and Lauren, the only other 2 girls at the table, and there were already like 5 guys there, including Ryan (Frank's new name) and Brandon, who's really cool and Ben, also cool. Then Lauren's bf, Zack, sat down and we started talking. then everyone else come. When I got up to convince Lauren to buy me a water, I think some of the guys were checking me out. But after everyone got back, me and Zack were kind of mutedly flirting (staring contests, stealing food, etc). Why is it that I always go for my friend's boyfriends?? But in my defense, I didn't know he was her bf until after school when Ky told me. Next thing ya know It'll be Brandon and Kristen will go out with him. actually prolly not but owell. ANyhoo since I'm prolly gonna start talking about Zack, he's got light-dirty blonde hair and really pretty blue eyes. He's pretty much my type, like his style is more alternative, his hair is kinda messy (but clean), etc. Not to mention he's awesome. So anyhoo I'm supposta be in bed. ttyl!
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Post by tootrickyforyou on Apr 11, 2003 17:47:12 GMT -5
Gabi: Eh, I like a senior and I'm only a Freshman, so you've got nothing to worry about . Besides, Andrew sounds like a TOTAL sweetie, so it shouldn't really matter. Bo: Waaahhhh!! I'm gonna miss you hun! Just make sure you post every once in a while, even if it's about how your day was today and stuff, cause we still wanna hear from you!! Christina: That's good you found out Frank...errr, Ryan's real name! Ooh, and I HATE it when you dress up and look all hott and everything, then your crush isn't even there to see you. hehehh, and I ALWAYS have crush's on guys with girlfriends...why can't they be single, WHY?! Heheheheheh, well...I like Pat again....Grr, I don't want to, but he's just so sexy, I can't help it! Besides, we're "progressing" our relationship. The other day whenever we passed each other in the halls we would actually look at each other and make eye contact...he has the SEXIEST eyes. They're like a light green color, but with a really dark green circle around them. *melts* And yesterday I was laughing with my friend about what a retard Randy was, and I saw Pat, so I said "Awww, he's sooo sexy!" And my friend thought I was talking about Randy *shudders* so she was like "WHAT?!" So I started laughing and looked at Pat again while I was still smiling, and he saw me and smiled. *swoons* Ahh, I and I don't even know WHY I like him so much! He does drugs and everything! BUt he's REALLY smart, and he's soooo freaking hot! He has a girlfriend, though...it was really weird because a few weeks ago I was walking by where he hangs out, and he was hugging his girlfriend, but he saw me and smiled! WHILE HE WAS HUGGING HIS GIRLFRIEND! It was soooo crazy. Ooh, and then a few days ago I was watching a movie about suicide my best friend (Lily)'s crush, (and Pat's best friend) Rob made, and Pat was on another computer (it was in a video production making room thingy), and Pat had just got done. He walked by, and saw Rob watching the movie and was like "You suck and your movie does too!" In a joking way, then he walked by me and I gotta smell him, hehehheh. He didn't smell like anything, but I probably wasn't close enough. He's still dead sexy though . Wooh, sorry, I'm kinda hyper right now...I'm waiting for my mommy to get home, because she has harry Potter number two, and I WANT TO WATCH IT!!!!! *breathes* Okay, I'm okay...well, I will be if I can get my hands on that movie......
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Post by Steph99 on Apr 11, 2003 17:51:10 GMT -5
averagegurl - if you leave, we'll miss you. but i understand how it is, so like chris said, if you do leave, come back soon, we want to know about your personal life! lol hehe Nik - you are so strong with the whole tony things. best of luck to ya girlie. Chris - i agree with gabi, you should go with ryan. sorry stu didn't see you in your outfit. oh well, at least you got some looks, right? hehe. Gabi - aww, you really like andrew? that's so awesome, gabi. good luck! *********************************************************** today was an awesome day for me, though nothing hardly happened with cory. except we have an inside joke now! okay, i know, great news *sarcastic* but im really happy about it. okay, it was me, kristen, and kelsy and we were standing along on the opposite wall of all of the other people and Cory asked if we were outcasts, and when said "yeah, of course we are." i started jerking my head back and forward and and i said "dont mess with me. im baaad." and cory and alot of other people just laughed their arses off at that. and so when we were at phys. ed, cory'd be just like "im not messing with you." and he kept calling me "baaaad girl." and we all were just in a good mood and now that's cory and mine's inside joke. today i sat at lunch with deedee, kristen c., and tiff. and kristen told me she DID NOT like cory in that way, and it was a big relief. but deedee likes him! hehehe. oh well. let the games begin.
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on Apr 13, 2003 0:23:20 GMT -5
gab- I'm talkin to yas online Nichole- oh belive me, i know how that on-and-off again liking thing goes. But personally, I would just kep him as friends, seeing as he has a girlfriend and does drugs and stuff. Just my $.02 Steph- yay about inside jokes!! those are the awesomeist. lol me and Houston had/have an inside joke. It consists of 'actually actually actually...' lol (and speaking of Houston, I found a Houston lookalike. His name is Charles, but nothings gonna happen) Well, as far as I go, I'm gonna concentrate on Ben. I know what you're thinking, "What about Ryan??" well he's cute and all, but nothing's gonna happen. It wouldn't last. So back to Ben, he's my friend who's in 2 of my classes (Sceince and English/reading) and sits at my lunch table. He's really cool. I forgot how good it felt to have a guy's arm around you!! I saw him when I was on my way to choir and he was on his way back from band or something, and I went to go ask if he had any gum (he gave me some the day before). I went over and put my arm around him and was like 'Ben...do you have any gum?' and lookes at him all flirtily-begging-like. He put his arm around me and I got all warm...anyhoo, he was like 'no...you ate the rest of it yesterday' all flirtily-apologetically and we were just like walking down the hall like that for a while. Then I had to go to choir since there was like 10 seconds left before the bell rang, and when he dropped his arm I got all cold. He's so cool! I'm gonna focus on him, seeing as the other 2 I like happen to be my friend's boyfriends But with Stu, we were having a staring contest thingie from across the room in Indus Tech. And I *always* do this little flirty thing with my tounge EVERY TIME I have a staring contest with a guy...even if I dont want to, I always do, without thinking about it. lol And I got in a Stu-Zack sandwich yesterday...:-D I got up to go see why Danielle was crying, and Amanda had stolen my seat. Then Chris (a male Chris...lol) was so kind as to move for me, and so I went to sit in his spot, in between Zack and Stu. Fun stuff. And Stu kept hitting himsewlf in the face with Kylene's gel ice-pack thingie. The Zack started doing it. lol And Zack kept flirting with me again! Even if I don't start, he always does to me. lol Anyhoo I gotta go since I need to get up at 7:45 tomorrow to go to a horse show at my barn. ttyl!
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Apr 13, 2003 20:41:02 GMT -5
Hey Gurlies... *sigh* boy...has my break been interesting..but I'll get back to that... *Gab* Hey hun..I'm so sorry that talkin w/Steve didnt work out..but I think you need (after you've thought and prayed some more) to talk to him...because nothings going to change unless you express your feelings. Maybe it worked out that way because it wasnt the time for you two to talk...I know its hard to think of it like that..but maybe...it was HIS plan...you're in my prayers babe. Oh...and good luck w/Andrew. *Chris* Howdy...good luck w/Ben (cute name by the way) He sounds cool... good for ya... *Nichole* Hey...good luck w/Pat, but I dunno be careful ok? I love ya and I dont want you to get hurt, okies? *mwah* *Steph* I'm glad you had fun... it sounds like you're really happy. Anywhoo thanks so much for all of your support! Lol, I dunno I guess I dont picture myself as so strong..but it really lifts me up to see that others do. *Hugs to everyone* Okies...as for my spring break...*drops to the floor* I'm sooooo fricken tired!!!! Well anywhoo, Cookies was really fun, we went horseback riding,skateboarding, shopping, stayed up late, watched movies...all the fun sleepover stuff. At the mall we went to build a bear and there's this bear and its called "Nikki's Bear" and its purple and fuzzy and its called that b/c its for a girl who had cancer who loved teddy bears and then they give money to the childrens cancer society... and b/c of my history w/cancer and my name being Nikki she bought it for me for my b-day..and it made me cry..but ya...I know that was off-topic but ya...I thought it was cool. Anywhoo, then I had to go so I came home, took a shower, did my hair, packed and went to Julia's house for her birthday. Well we met up w/Brett and Andy at the fair and when we were standing there waiting for them at the gate they were walkin up and Her mom goes "Dont tell me you're hanging out w/those geeks" and we go "Yup!" Lol...cuz they were wearing these huge dark glasses and their patched black sweatshirts and anywhoo ya...it was funny. So then we walked around and first me and Julia went on the Extreme Scream and we screamed "I love you!!!" to Andy and Brett as a joke and stuff...it was funny. Well then Brett bought an elephant ear and got sugar on his nose and chest so i wiped it off for him..no biggy right? (I felt is Cathidor *sp?* and it made me wanna cry..but anywhoo) Then we went on the zipper and its the same ride that I fell out of at silverwood so I was scared and the first turn we went upside down I grabbed onto his arm...lol...but then I recovered and held onto the bar. Once again...no biggy to me. Well anywhoo then we walked around ate some more went on a few other rides. Well then we decided to go on this spinny ride thing and I sat next to Brett and I was freezing (I was just wearing a t-shirt and a thin zip-up hoodie and jeans) and so Brett put his arm around me before the ride started because for some reason it took 5 minutes to start...so we were just talking and I didnt think of anything when he had his arm around me cuz we always joke around and stuff..and I mean its Brett...look what we've gone through. Anywhoo, so then the ride started and i was smushed against him so I just put my head on his shoulder and rested. The ride ended and we decided to go on this one ride and I ended up sitting next to Andy, Well once again it took like 5 minutes for the ride to start so we were just talkin and Andy was like "Brett really likes you" and I was like "What?!" And then the ride started and Andy was like "Woah, she's touching my leg, no wait she's going up farther!" and I smacked him...hehe it was fun. Well by the time we got off that ride we only had 4 tickets left for each of us so the only ride for "big kids" that was 4 tickets was the ferris wheel...so I sat next to Brett and Andy and Julia were across from us and there was this pole in the middle so Andy being a pervert was like "duudeeee there's a pole" and winked at me and julia so I wrapped my leg around it (while sitting down mind you) and was like "woohoo!!!" And swivled my tongue across my teeth... lol, their faces were hillarious...Lol...anywhoo then we stopped at the top and I was sitting close to Brett cuz I was super cold. Well Julia and Andy were looking behind them finding the hospitol to point out where they lived and I was looking out the side and then Brett said something to me and I turned to say what and he kissed me.... So ya..needless to say I was shocked and apparently his hand was on my thigh and arm around me the rest of the time... (Julia said I looked as red as a chilli pepper) But I was so shocked I didnt notice his hand on my leg or his arm around me...Anywhoo then the ride stopped and we got off and Julia realized that we were late so I gave Andy and Brett a hug and waved bye and walked out the gate to meet her mom. Well her mom wasnt there and there was this Christian rapper singing advertising and so I was dancing and just having fun making a fool outa myself and Brett and Andy were behind me!! Lol...ya so then I ate some of their cotton candy and drank Brett's lemonade and we talked until Brett's dad came. (Brett's dad adores me so we talked a lil) Anywhoo, Jules mom still wasnt there so I started dancin again and watched Brett and Andy cross the street and Andy turned around to wave and tripped on the curb...hehe it was funny. But..ya... WHAT IN THE WORLD DO I DO YOU GUYS? EEEP!!!!! I love him so much but I dont like him like that anymore. Granted it felt good to be close and I was comfortable with his arm around me and my head on his shoulder. Its Brett...one of my best freinds...goofy Brett whom I've known since I was 4 for goodness sakes. *sigh* To complicate the matter we just found out his Leukemia is back...and when he first got it I was his girlfriend and his mom always told me how whenever I came to visit his color came back and it was the happiest she'd ever seen him...I know he needs me. I'm there for him all the way...I'm ready for the late night visits to the hospitol, I'm ready for the puking, I'm ready for the no hair and puffy body...I'm ready for it to happen again. I would give anything for it to be me instead of him. It hurts so much..that I cant give him the same feelings back when he's going through this again..I dont know what to do..I havent said anything to him about it (partly because I wouldnt know what the heck to say and partly because I was in shock) *sigh* I'm so confused...He needs someone to feel better for...and I know it has to be me...but...I dont know how its going to work...am I just holding back b/c of all the emotional stuff that goes along w/cancer? Am I holding back b/c I know if I give in I'm giving my heart? Am I holding back b/c I'm afraid...I dont know....I'm so confused...
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Post by averagegurl on Apr 14, 2003 14:45:35 GMT -5
CHIKAS!!!!!
Just want to drop by and said hi! miss u guys loads! I mite return one of these days. Just to let ya know that noah and my friend broke up yesterday. And im nearly there with my recovering! YAY! I mite have a possibility on having a crush on john again.. lolz! He just showed me how good he can kiss last wednesday... lolz!
Goodluck to u chikas!
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Post by Steph99 on Apr 14, 2003 16:51:19 GMT -5
Tiff "I heard you like Jerry." Me "Huh?!" Tiff "I heard that you like jerry." Me "Naw, who told you that?" Tiff "Justin Allen." Frick that made me so goldarned mad, I couldn't stand it. Him and Jerry saying that I frickin like him?! When I first came to this new school, he asked me out and I told him "NO." and he's saying I like him? WTF?! I confronted Justin about it and he said that he didn't say anything like that and Jerry was saying it... i believe they both were. argh! this will be straightened out tommorow. ------------- i think tommy likes me, too. he had my paper and he wrote "you are cool". so, i don't know... weird. but it'd be cool if he liked me, but, eh... i dunno, i'd say "no" if he asked prolly, because cory... ------------ people think im anorexic, because i don't eat school meals. yeah, im starving myself. sure. riiighhht... sorry i didn't rely to you girls, i would, and i will later but i just had to get that off my chest. bye eyeryone, -steph
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on Apr 16, 2003 21:18:39 GMT -5
rar. I'm kinda pissed off at Stu. Today @ lunch I had forgotten my lunch, and so I was mooching. This one dude, Jordan (he's awesome) was sharing his chips with me and I was stealing Amanda's pringles and stuff. So then Stu didn't want his chips so he held them up and said 'anybody want these?' and I was like 'ooh me!!' and grabbed them, and Kylene had said 'I do' after I had claimed them, and Stu goes 'Chris give them to Kylene' and I was like 'hey you gave them up' and he looks at me and says 'gve them to Kylene' again. Then I opened them and said I'll give her half' and he looked all serious and was like 'no give them all to her' and I ended up giving her more than half. At least Jordan was nice. hehe I was wearing a Sherriff's badge that Megan gave me to wear for the day, and I walked up to Jordan and some other ppl when we were outside, and he goes 'uh oh, the Sherriff's here, we better be good' and later I was teasing him about something and he's like 'Oh yeah? You should be de-badged!' in a playful way and I was like 'well you weren't the one to badge me so you can't de-badge me!' and he's all 'well they couldn't make a badge big enough to fit on my shirt cause I'm so great!!' lol It was funny. Then in Science, everytime i would answer a question right, Shane would go 'go Chriis, go Chriis' and later on he kinda hit my lower back with his binder (softly of course). And in the halls he's always like 'HEY CHRIS!!!' it's funny. But this sucks. I feel like I'm an outsider now when I'm with Kylene and Lauren and everyone. I mean Amanda is really friendly w/ me, but I thought thta me and Ky would get to be pretty good friends. But now when she used to wait for me after school so we could walk out together, she just goes and I end up walking out alone. And when Lauren's there, when we used to walk in an even line of 3 ppl, now they walk in front of me all squished together and I'm in the back. and it sucks. I was doing the same exact thing asLauren, but they would look at me weird. and When I would say something pertaining to the convo, one of them will "playfully" (note the quotes) say 'Shut up, Chris. no just kidding!'. But at least I have Brittany and Karen and them. I'm used to having a best friend. It's making me REALLY miss Monica and Kelsie and all my other good friends. Sorry that's off topic, but I had to post somewhere and I figured I would get the most/best advice from you guys.
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Apr 21, 2003 21:58:59 GMT -5
Arrrrrggg I just wrote out this post and it deleted itself before I could click "post" Anywhoo... Hey Gurlies! *gasp*This hasnt been updated since the 16th?! I know we can be more obsessed than this, lets get crackin!! Hehe... Chris...Hey hun..I know how ya feel about feelin left out...heck on my "thanx for managing card" Karimi wrote "Dont worry Nikki, you wont be a loner forever" Anywhoo look at it like this...you deserve much better, they obviously cant see how awesome you really are...so its their loss, you rock babe! Steph...Oofta, I hate gossip! 'Specially about the anerexic thing...if I dont eat I'm anerexic, and if I do then I'm a cow...theres just no winning now is there Well anywhoo I hope ya feel better!! *mwah* Well..I talked to Tony about the whole Brett thing, well actually I just emailed the prob to him (w/out all the details) and we said we would talk about it...but havent. Its ok though...we've both been really busy and everytime we've talked we've just had fun catchin up. I miss him soo much...as one of my best friends..we have so much in common....I hope I can see him soon... its been over 2 monthes!
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Post by averagegurl on Apr 22, 2003 13:00:53 GMT -5
heya gurlies.... do ya'll still remember me??!!! hehehehe u betta! I gotta agree with *Little Leprechaun Gurl*... u guys better type more about ur lurve life!! and u call urself obsessed... *shakes head*... lolz! CAN U BELIEVE IT...!! IT'S BEEN OVER A MONTH! and well its been a long journey! but i mite be able to come back fully next week... just need to sort *some* things out... hehehe. Anyway.. i did get some lip action last wednesday.. and guess what? it was wit one of my ex.... as if john wasn't enough! lolz.. my friends were checking my temp. and stuff cuz it seems as if i've been off making out with my exs... ( it's not completely true!).. but i've been enjoying myself.. so yea! ;D rite.. well neway.. i'll see ya'll next week.. and hopefully.. i'll be able to introduced this guy that has captured my attention lately...( or maybe i just need to check my eye doctor again...)
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Apr 22, 2003 20:17:33 GMT -5
*STOMPS ON FLOOR, JUMPS UP AND DOWN, SCREAMS INTO A PILLOW* Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...ok..so i'm not actually that mad..but I'm super sad...Tony has baseball games every saturday now which means next weekend when I'm in Lake Stevens (really close to where he lives) he cant go...which means...yet another week where I dont have my..yes MY... Tony. *going...through... tony...withdrawls....cant...go...on* Lol..I'm pathetic, I dont even think I like him like that anymore..but he's one of my best friends...ga... I miss him. Okies...anywhoo YAY! Average you're semi-back! But.. I dunno, I probably sound like some goody goody but umm kissing is an emotional thing...thats what I believe its ment for...that you just dont jump into it w/anyone, So I just wanna say be careful ok? Anywhoo I hope you can come back! I've missed you!
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Post by tootrickyforyou on Apr 24, 2003 22:00:13 GMT -5
Wooh, this place is dead . Come on guys, post! By the way, I'm in a really weird mood now so this is gonna be a really weird post Okay. I *still* haven't talked to Pat, but Lily (My best friend) has gotten to know him, and he says that he's really nice and sweet, so I think I'll be okay, but thanks you guys for worrying about me . And he also broke up with his girlfriend yesterday *spazzes out* so he's free territory now. MWAHAHAHAAHA!! ANyways, we've been eyeing eachother and smiling and stuff for a few weeks, and I'm kinda sick of that, so I'm gonna talk to him tomorrow! And it's the CUTEST thing! He wants to talk to me too, but he's too shy! Isn't that so adorable *melts*. The only thing he can think of to say to me is that he used to be in the same Band class as me but he transferred out back in 2nd quarter, and that was the only thing I could think of to say to him! Ahhh, he's sooooo cute! UGH! I get SO mad at some people....just because Pat and his friends are skaters, they automatically call them potheads and are afraid of them and everything because supposedly they're scary, but they are REALLY nice people. Why can't people get to know other people before they judge them? *sighs* Sorry, it's just that a bunch of people were judging all the skaters, and it just bugs me.
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Post by tootrickyforyou on Apr 27, 2003 12:10:10 GMT -5
Still no posts! Well, I didn't get to talk to Pat on Friday *sighs*, because the guy who was going to introduce us was gone, and I didn't want to go up to him and just be like "hey, wazzup?", so Lily is going to talk to him sometime before Monday and make sure he's there so I can talk to him. On Friday when I was leaving one of my classes for lunch, I saw him and made eye contact and everything, and I'm not sure if it was at me or Lily (because they're kind of friends now) but he did that weird little nod-head thing right at us and kinda smiled, so maybe it was at both of us, but it was WAAAYYY cute. And then after school we walked by "THE wall" they hung out at (they named it the wall....so original), but anyways, me and Lily were looking for Rob (the guy who was going to introduce us and who Lily likes) and Pat, and we only saw Pat, but he looked at me, and we smiled at each other *swoons* He's sooooo cute. And he's not at all like the personality I thought he would have, cause he's all shy and really nice and everything. Grrr, I wanna talk to him!! *spazzes out*
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Post by Beautiful.Disaster on Apr 27, 2003 21:21:25 GMT -5
Nichole: TALK TO HIM ANYWAYS!! lol But good luck. And you're right, It is dead. I haven't been here for as while cause I've been sick, so yeah... Well I FINALLY remembered Ryan's real name...it's Riley! Isnt that cool? I like that name. lol But my question...if you have like 3 dreams in one night, and a cpl dreams the previous week about a guy that you don't like like but you think would make a really good friend and is the male version of you, does that mean you like him but you don't wanna admit irt (if that made any sense)? If it does, the blah. I think it does since my mom and Nikki both say yes. lol It's Michael. He's sooo cool! He's in like 2 or 3 of my classes and is pretty much the male-version of me, so we get along great. He's about me height (5'6/7-ish), brown hair and I think brown or hazel eyes. He playes the trumpet too. That's all I know. lol He's in my Science and Math and Advisory class too. We always flirt friendly-like, and I knew we would be great friends, but I just keep telling myself I don't like him. I had about 3 different dreams about him last night, nothing extremely passionate or anything. Just like cuddling and holding hands and stuff. And today when I was eating my fave dinner of all time (lasagna), I started thinking about him and felt all tingly in my stomache (the good tingly and couldn't finish. lol your thoughts?
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