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Post by Boo-Boo_Harris on Apr 21, 2002 0:05:57 GMT -5
[glow=limegreen,2,300] Today is the last day I've burned myself. I don't really want to do it anymore. It's something that has gotten old, plus it's a pain in the ass for other people. I want the scars to heal and for me to get on with my life. Even though now would be the perfect time for me to mutilate myself, I will have control over it. I don't want to get into details why I think it's good timing cuz some of my friends post on this board, and I don't really wish for them to know(not like they can do anything about it, or care to anyways.) I'm going to just celebrate my freedom from burning. [/glow]
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Post by www.sparkle.com on May 15, 2002 15:20:56 GMT -5
^I'm really glad you decided to stop burning. It might be a little hard at first to keep going, but you CAN do it. And I'm here if you ever wanna talk or anything.
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Post by horsesalltheway on May 18, 2002 2:45:23 GMT -5
No SI'ing for a couple months... a couple of friggen months. And guess what? I burned. And it hurts. Alot. And I like it alot. I did it for no reason. I wasn't particularly upset, I just wanted to. I just wanted pain. I dunno, and I liked it. I plan to do it again. I feel so selfish though. Me and Nikki's 'slap for slap' sort of agreement. I don't want her to hurt herself, but I have to tell her. We tell each other everything -- another one of our agreements. Anyway I plan to do it again. I plan to probably cut and scratch again -- in places my bathing suit will cover though so i'm all good for summer.
Edited to remove some triggering content
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on May 18, 2002 10:18:54 GMT -5
^^^^^ You said you would stop Nikki. You said that if I didnt cut then you wouldnt either. I know that you know that by hurting yourself you are hurting me too... and I guess this means that you really dont care whether you hurt me or not. I know that you probably dont mean it like that but your actions speak louder then your words...and your actions say that you dont care. I wont hurt myself Nikki, I'm not going to hurt you. I realize that there's to many people that I would disapoint if I started again. And I hope you realize that soon too. As I've said before I cant change your heart, I can only influence it. And I hope that you stop Nikki. Hurting yourself isn't going to solve anything. The pain may feel good now, but what will you do when your mom finds out you started up again? What will you do when you are older and people ask you what the scars are from? Will you tell them? Will you even be alive? What will you do when you dont have me? Nikki, please stop...dont do it for me, do it for yourself. I love you babe...but please dont hurt yourself.
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Post by horsesalltheway on May 18, 2002 17:01:15 GMT -5
Nikki I didn't do it to hurt you... I really didn't please believe me. I'm sorry I promise I'll never do it again love you lots Nikki that helped more then you'll know!
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Post by 80s Child on May 18, 2002 18:09:19 GMT -5
This "slap for slap" deal sounds like a competition. Isn't that a bit triggering?
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Post by Ich Liebe Rammstein on May 27, 2002 17:13:48 GMT -5
Ikeep cutting. I tell Spastic most of the reasons why I do it though...But now I feel like,when I get mad,I need to do it to feel pain more than the pain I feel by someone else.....I've been trying to stop though......
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Post by x n0ise on May 27, 2002 20:08:16 GMT -5
^^^Please LinkinPark_Girl....don't....please stop... I don't want to see you get hurt anymore.
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Post by x n0ise on May 29, 2002 10:36:14 GMT -5
^^^Um, I'm scared.
Please don't BusyBodies. What's wrong? If you want to talk about anything you can always PM me. And that goes for everyone..
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Post by busybodies on May 29, 2002 13:24:58 GMT -5
My life sucks, for want of a better word. I hate myself and I hate my being. Compasses can do only so much.
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Post by x n0ise on May 29, 2002 13:37:46 GMT -5
Oh...I'm sure your life isn't that bad. Things will get better with time.
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Post by horsesalltheway on May 29, 2002 16:50:39 GMT -5
This "slap for slap" deal sounds like a competition. Isn't that a bit triggering? No.
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Jul 8, 2002 12:44:39 GMT -5
I cut again...I just couldnt take it anymore. I'm scared. I dont want to be this habbit again. I dont want to.... but it feels so good. I feel better afterwards. I dont know why...I want to do it again....and yet the other part of me doesnt.
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Post by Selina21 on Jul 8, 2002 12:50:56 GMT -5
Plz Sidekick077 and Linkinpark girl Do not hurt you'r self any more than you can handle plz I feel really worry for you girls I really do
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Post by *Little Leprechaun Gurl* on Jul 8, 2002 13:46:37 GMT -5
^^^ its not really more then I can handle...I just need to do it once in a while. But thanx for your concern Sel... it means alot.
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