::Black Box::

[violet_rose]

it's amazing!!

I shattered my thoughts
On the window payne.

[HairsprayQueen]

^^^^^^
Thank You!!

I didn't know how it would turn out...

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

Believe me. I am not good at writing songs..But I wrote a song *and a rap. I just use 'em as poems. But whatever.. (Wasted is a rap and When Angels.. is a song by the way)

When Angels Go Bad
July 26,2002

Bringing you down
to the exotic ground

Bringing you

I drenched away.
I saw your dreams come true today.
I figured it out on my own
Finger-tips ain't all I find.

I printed you.
A death I cannot bring to life.
I flourished you
In a million scars I fake.

A lonely girl,a lonely man.
Sittin here like nothin happened to him
We all know too well
But it's too fade

I drenched you away.
No ones dreams came true..today
I thought it out.
On my own time.

I figured out.
No ones loss but yours
I figured out
No ones breath but mine
I noticed you
And a thousand other groupies
This is how I pictured you

Your nothing to me now.


Wasted

I can talk to you
You are my secret
You are my pill.
I can voice my opinions
Regardless of how you feel.
I can be me.
Without being labeled
I can tell you stuff,give you all my problems
YOu can give me what I need
No regrets.No stupid fabels.
I can take you wherever I go.
You drown in my throat..
I can be (like) a hero and rescue you.
As long as I can use you.
I can lie about it. Tell all my friends you are fake
Your now my enemy
Where is my death; I can't see.
With this stupid ryhme
I must be wastin my time
I should be with my man
Instead I'm usin this sin
And it doesn't know where to end.
I'm losin my patience I can't breathe.
I'm seein this light. But I can't leave!
I need to stay here.Think about my family.
This road is turning black.The sky's already dark
If I had balls,I'd tell ya'. No fakes,regrets,I feel ya.
I'd give you all my mercy
Take the chances,I don't know ya.
If I had to live,I know I'd die instead
Cause this stupid pill I'm takin is makin me ill inside.
So I'll let ya go..I'll stop this stuff right now.
I'll get to the bottom. And pretty soon I'll burn in hell.
This road I've turned is no secret passage.
I've got to be stronge to feel.
I've already made my choice.
Regardless of how you feel.

[LisaRocksYourWorld, yo]

Wow, Linkin, your work has improved so much, I'm really impressed by your writing. I can feel what you're saying so well. Keep writing, you've really developed a talent!

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

^^^^^^
Thank You. That really means a lot to me.

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

I just wrote this. Not as good. Think what you want though.




Stupid Girl

I ran after this boy. He turned me down
There's no turning back,I'd rather drown.
This boy can see right through me
There's nothin that can control me.

...I'm calm enough to handle it now
I'm strong enough to let the tears roll down
I'm stupid enough for him to control me
I'm more powerful than I ever thought I was.

I am this stupid girl
I thought I was someone else
I made a lie so deep
It began to eat through my pain
Made my life seem so great

I am a stupid girl
I don't like to be bothered
I like to be by myself
So that no one can touch me

I could blame myself.
I could just as easily blame you.
This force is so powerful
I can't see through these lies.

My life is a lie.
There is no moral
There is no time

I was this stupid girl
But now I am me.
I'm glad to be back
With my friend and family.

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

Confused Emotions
July 29,02

Now this was an ordinary girl
With a life that she mostly adoredWith a charmed life
Now this girl,
Was an ordinary tramp
With this boy she can't seem to find.
Semi-Charmed life.

She broke...Through a family that she loved
With all her heart
Now she's a fearful tramp
Who can't get enough for......he.

She tried to get away from it all.
And she tried......To fight her way back to..

Life.
If everything dies around me.
Death.
If I die before I wake.
Love.
If I wait until I
There is no hope
but there is no love for you.

Hate.
All these circumstances.
Lust.
There is no certainty.
Wait.
Wait for me my baby
I love...You.

Jay
July 29,02

At first I didn't know him
At first he was just there
But when I got to know him
He was the best I ever had.
Now he's my boy
And I'll never let him go.
He is so sweet
And he is so caring
He is my boy and I love him
We're together.
He knows me too.
I am his girl
And he loves me.

Letting Go
July 29,02

Although it's left between us
My spirit remains in line.
My love is stored in a safe.
Along with my hate,also stored inside.

I pickedup a pencil and wrote this myself.
I said a goodbye to God.
But also to myself.

The girl next to me looks frightened.
Like I'm a beast for loving Satan.
But what she must know
Is that,even former angels can be loved.

No matter how much you hate 'em.
You should really love them.
You can't hate me for what I choose.
You can only be my friend.

This is my only excuse.
...I'm letting God back into my life.

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

Sometimes...
August 04,02


Sometimes
Ifeel the heavyness
Sometimes
I feel the knife
Penetrating my skin,
I feel like dying
Everyday.
Sometimes
I feel bad about myself,
(I) feel ashamed of my life.

Sometimes
I feel the darkness
I seem to cannot see.
Sometimes
I feel like flying
Like an angel with broken wings.
Sometimes I can feel
You soul
Sometimes
I can only imagine
At times
I can barely breathe.

Sometimes
My life feels empty
Sometimes
I am scared.

Everyday is my best day
Sometimes...It makes me glad.

Yesterday was my worst day
It's over, behind us. The End.

[*Little Leprechaun Gurl*]

You're poems are really awesome Linkin...I'm a lil confused by some..but still they're great. Keep it up.

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

Here ya go,Sidekick::


(I'm putting it on here,also,incase anyone else got confused ;D)


>> I said a goodbye to God.
But also to myself. <<

Basically saying I didn't know if I believe in him or not and so I was gonna kill myself .

>> The girl next to me looks frightened.
Like I'm a beast for loving Satan. <<

I love all things. And this 'girl' thought that I worshipped Satan and scared.


>> This is my only excuse.
...I'm letting God back into my life. <<

I only had one excuse and it wasn't a very good one. So I have decided that God will be (back) into my life.

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

I wrote this one today as you can see..And since for some reason I can't do what Tiffany can,I tried to finish it so it seems ..hmm weird towards the end.

Fear
August 08,02

I'm walking into this alley
At and end to no return.
I'm afraid of losing hope.
I'm afraid I will crash and burn.

I'm afraid of speaking up.
I'm afraid of our end.
I'm afriad of looking down.
I might lose my good friend.

I'm walking out of this alley
Back to reality; Away from the past
I'm gonna walk up to you
And soon I'll kick your ass.

I'm gonna tell you the truth
Wether you like it or not.
I'm gonna be the best friend
That you've ever had.
I'm gonna be me.

'Cause then the alley won't look the same. Anymore.

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

“y

When I look around
All I see are people, boys and girls.
Our color was taken away from us
All the frowns taken off our face.
When I look around.
I see my family-Face to face.

Our clothes are stripped of our bodies
Our hair has disappeared
Our hate and shame is gone.
Plus no one here is feared.

The sky above our heads
Is light. Very bright.

Soon we begin to shrivel
Our bones become weak
And our deformities grow worse

Now we are only puddles
Flowing on the earth.
We're all into each other.
That's the end of our whole
And the end of our birth.

We used to sit in chairs
And sometimes talk to friends.
Now we are only droplets
Our happiness fills the air.

At first I thought dying
Would be a hard time for me.
...But now I know what happens
When He comes to Earth again.
He will find our trace.
And we will get to seem him.
See him- Face to Face.

I wrote this just now..Just my thoughts on dying..But more of a thought on how I think it will be like when Jesus comes back to Earth and how we can all go to Heaven...Just my thoughts.


By the way. The title of this is Dirt. It is just in Japanease.

[Gabster]

Wow...these are incredible. You are very very very talented. Your stuff is so raw, honest, and easy for me to relate to...keep it up chika!

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

Hey! Thanks. I didn't know ..or think anyone would like them so much. .. ;D

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

I wrote this just now. I do not have a name for it yet. But I'll have one, probably, after I post this on here. This is a song btw .


There is nothing in this world
That can change me
Everyone here is here to phaze me.
I slit my throat
Hoping it will change me

~Where do I go
Out of this life
Who do I see
When I die.

~Where do I go
When you need me
What do I find...
When I die

There is nothing in my mind
That can face me.
N one is here to even change me.
I am in fear, and it does phaze me.

~WHY AM I HERE?!
Singing to me
~Why am I HERE?!
To let me be.
Just let me be.