Spastic's Poetry.

[x n0ise]

Here's some of my poetry.  Some of it's really old though...I'll bring more later.

Angel

Angel, oh, Angel
My Guardian dear
To whom your love commits me here.
Everyday you're at my side.
To guard me, to guide.
Angel, oh, Angel
Where did you go?
I am in fear.
I am alone.
Too much emotion.
Too many tears.
Angel, oh, Angel
I need you so.
You're here, I know.
Help me, help me
From this dark hole.
I know you're here
But I'm still in fear.
Angel, oh, Angel
Please help me through this part of my life.
I pray everyday
And I pray everynight.

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Butterflies

Once a flower grew
and I loved it and
I smelled it's
wonderful scent
and it was happy and
it called it's friends and
a swarm of butterflies
surrounded me and
I kissed them all and
I was still and
I became wasp.

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Deeper into my Soul

Don't hate me because of my looks,
Not because of my face, religion, or race.
But please love me for me.
For what's on the inside and not the out.
Please love me without a doubt.

Don't judge me by my hair,
Or how I think, or what I wear.
Don't look upon me with cruel eyes.
I hate it when people stare.
Look into my soul . . . way down deep.
There your expectations may not be so steep.

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Friendship

What does friendship mean to you?/
To me it means you're tall and true.
Friend, you've been by my side at all the times I've wished to hide.
You've always been thoughtful, kind, and never cruel -
 That is why I cherish you.
Not because of your clothes or the way you act,
But because we go a long ways back.
Friend, I will always be by your side.
No matter what, you'll never have to hide.

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Well, I hope you like.  I'm not the best poet here...but I enjoy writing.  So that's all that matters.  ;D

[*Little Leprechaun Gurl*]

Hey spastic...you're poems are pretty good. My favorite is Angel...anywhoo keep up the good work!

[x n0ise]

{Continuation...}

Drowning Despair

Why do they try to rule my life?
Are they purposely ruining it?
So overprotected -
My life is falling apart.
My clear blue sky is caving in,
Painting my once carefree life black.
Dark with despair.
  FALLING...
                   FALLING...
                                    FALLING...!
I become secluded from others.
An anti-social.
And I'm alone while I sit here...
Sitting here drowning in my self-pity
ALONE!

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Losing Life

Touching the mirror
Wishing I could go through.
I want to be someone else,
Be someone new.

Life is slipping away
From the grasp of my hands.
Falling into pieces
All over the land.
What can I do?
I'm lost.
Oh, so confused.

Sometimes I just want
To get away.
To give up on life
Or maybe,
For it to give up on me.

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I have a few more poems that I'm writing...but they're not quite finished yet.  

~Haley~

[Ich Liebe Rammstein]

Hiya'Z. My favorites are Deeper into My Soul and Friendship


                G00D JOB.



                            ~~~~~~Heather,(Edward Furlong,Mike Shinoda,Chester Bennington,KidRock & Joe C. LOVER!!!!! Linkin Park RULES!!!!!!)

[x n0ise]

{Continuation...}

The One

The arms I long to be in,
When I am not.
The strong protective arms
That keep me safe from what I ought.

The dark brown eyes
Wordlessly make my day.
This person is there for me,
Adding strength to me as I pray.

The sweet side of this Man
Forever cares for me.
The sweet side of this Woman
Forever cares for thee.

To me this Man means the world,
He will always be mine.
He will always be with me
In my heart, body, and mind.

Cuddling on the couch
Wrapping, caressing, and showering
Me with Love.
Loving me without a doubt.

If one day this shall end
Tears from my eyes will flee.
If one day this shall end
I'll cry for eternity.

My boyfriend means so much to me
So much that I could cry.
I couldn't bear to lose him
If I did I think I'd die.

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Sleeping In

Lazy
Worthless
Piece of crap.
Lays in bed until
Mid-afternoon
When
The weather is nice.
Has no purpose
In life -
Or does she?
She doesn't know
Still
She lays in bed.

Wakes up -
Mid-afternoon
Life has passed by,
Things have moved on.
Without her,
The world still goes
Again she sleeps -
No one cares
That her life
Wastes away
In
Bed.

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Coke

The acid
Burning away
Inside your body
Like guilt
And pain -
Staining your
Teeth a
Dirty color
Like lies
Making your face
More ugly each day
Problems in life
Like in
Coca-Cola.

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I think I was on crack when I wrote that last one or something...ha.

[x n0ise]

Bloody Visions

The 3 second
vision...
Droplet of blood
falling
From the wounded
flesh
Of her soft, fragile
hand
Her pasty pale skin
slashed
With red stripies of
confusion
By her silver star
ring
Or is it just for
attention
But this act only brings her
shame
Feeling greedy for
craving
The love that she needs
then
Back to the Church she
returns
In her thoughts and mind
returns
To the Pastor's sermon
back...
From the 3 second
vision.

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I kind of like that one!

[CurlyQ_Gal]

Coke is awesome! Maybe you could put together a book. Poetry by Spastic. Cool, huh?


KEEP WRITING!!!

[x n0ise]

Thanks so much! It's about time I get some positve energy on this thread!

Thanks again. ;D

[:: Natalie ::]

HEY! ^^ HOLD THAT THOUGHT!

Sudden idea...wouldn't it be AWESOME to make a book of people's poems from this board? Like a zine? Photocopied but done in cool fonts and graphics? And have copies made, and people pay, like $2, and mail them out!?!?! Eh!?! I'm excited. But that poetry is so awesome and there are so many talented people here...I think that would be a cool thing.

[x n0ise]

That's an awesome idea, Natalie! Woooo! That brain of yours is working overtime!

Check things in with Fyre sometime!

~Haley

[:: Natalie ::]

Thanks Haley! I sure will! Once I get through exams this week, I'll think about it (which reminds me, I shouldn't be on the net right now ). If I have time before I go on vacation I'll write a little outline of my ideas, if not, in about 2 weeks I'll see what I can do.

See, there are so many talented people here and I think it would be awesome to make a collection of these things! Another idea, I don't have time to go into details, is a website. I know Midnight was doing that Midnight Teens thing, but with the recent situations I'm not sure how far that's going to go. Personally I have run a teen site for 2 years and I plan to re-make it. There are people here with a lot of expertise and I'd love it if some people would write articles for my site - It would be really easy, just a compilation of some of their posts, even. More details later. But I'm also planning a better poetry section on my new site and I'd love to post your stuff, and other people's from this board.

I g2g, tell ya more later!

[violet_rose]

I love your poetry my favourite is

Bloody Visions

The 3 second
vision...
Droplet of blood
falling
From the wounded
flesh
Of her soft, fragile
hand


keep writing!!

[x n0ise]

{Untitled}


'The bright ball of light
is getting
darker and
darker.
Slowly it fades out of
her life
slowly but
surely.
She tries to keep it but
the force of
confusion is too
great.
She alone is unable
to fight
the depressing
darkness.
But nobody is willing to
help her in
her time of
need.
Nobody is willing to give
a hug to force
the darkness
out.
And there she waits for someone
to hug her
and rid of the
despair.'

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Love Off-Limits

The knowing of never having.
Never having you by my side.
Knowing this leave imprints
On my bloody heart
Sulking deep in my soul,
Hurting.

There I lay,
Staring blankly into the night -
Knowing we'll never unite
As one.
Never breathing in the same air.
Never having the opportunity of having you
Look at me
The way you do others.
Never.

But still I have feelings for you.
I admire you for being you.
Never putting on a front,
Like most others.
You think you're a loser,
But I know better.

The bad boy gone good,
The Untouchable Josh,
Beyond all limits.
Never feeling your soft lips
Pressed onto mine.
Never having you hand in mine.
Never feeling the warmth
Of your body.
Never.

The shining personality.
Glowing light shimmers around you,
Standing you out from the rest.
Funny.
You always have me giggling.
The way you carry yourself.
With pride,
Not caring what others think.
It just makes me like you more.

But I will never be able to share those
Precious moments
With you.
Never.
The vicious years keep us apart.
Love is off-limits.
The only thing I can do,
Is admire you
from
afar.

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My poetry may not be the best (I already know that). But writing it makes me get my feelings out better. I like it. And I have fun - which is most important.

Haley.