Spastic's Poetry.

[LisaRocksYourWorld, yo]

<<Knowing we'll never unite
As one.
Never breathing in the same air.
Never having the opportunity of having you
Look at me
The way you do others.
Never.>>

Bah, I know the feeling. I like your writing... It's real. Nice job.

[x n0ise]

Perfection

An urge to be perfect.

The need.
The want.

The feeling of acceptance is something
I’ve never experienced.
Wouldn’t it be nice for once?

Then feeling stupid.
Am I just foolish?
Not wanting to conform to societies standards.

Coming to a conclusion…<br>I am me, and that’s all I want to be.
Not a clone.
Not a fake.
But someone with personality.
Someone with a sense of self-confidence.
Someone real.

Only me.

[x n0ise]

The Hurt

Give it to me,
Give me your heart.
I’ll break it in half.
I want you to undergo the hurt.
Let the adversity flow through your body.
Let it touch every inch of you.
Then…<br>Then you will understand me,
You will truly recognize me.

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You make me sick

Fakes.
I hate you all.
You’re pathetic.
You make me sick to my stomach.
I just want to puke all over you.
How can you live that
Barbie-like lifestyle?
Fake personalities and
A fake soul…<br>Living inside fake skin.
How can you possibly live with yourself?
The thought of being phony.
Knowing you are not just you anymore,
But a clone of someone else.
A slave to the world.
To society.
Nobody likes you.
So just go away.

[x n0ise]

Random Prose...

Love. A concept I can’t yet fathom. But still, I yearn for it. The sparkly, starry-eyed minds of those of us ill-fated, are clouded over with a melancholy atmosphere. Here I stand, 5 feet small, withstanding long hours, waiting for Him to come along...

[x n0ise]

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Her mind explodes just as fast as you slam evil words at her.
All these thoughts,
They make no sense.
Her mind tries to filter the murky water she gulps down.
Not sure what her next move should be.
She's lost.
Unsure of how to find the answers,
An ocean of frustration brews.
Confusion never helps when you're buried alive in grief and pain.
She breaks down and cries,
Wasting her hours away while forming puddles on the concrete walls of her soul.
She pours out the last of her emotions with salty tears.
Falling to the ground; empty.

[x n0ise]

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A confused little girl,
A little over 5 feet small.
Wanting to experience the world,
But only steps backwards.
So many choices, so many decisions.
Instead of going towards her hopes,
She backs off submissively.
She openly looks up to the ones others wouldn't dare admite to looking up to.
Teachers, Parents, Church Figures - her role models.
She wants to cheat.
Wanting to know the world before she ever explores it.
Cautiously she searches.
She wants to know the answers; no more lies.
The cheater wants the easy way out of lifes problems.

[x n0ise]

Theft

You tore away from me
Taking with you a part of my heart.
A part of my soul.

You slapped my emotions around
The torrent of your ocean waves striking my mind.
Leaving me to crumble
Alone.
With no strength left.
Tears form behind my eyes,
But I won’t let them surface.
I don’t want to show you my weak side.
I can be a strong person,
I can stand tall.

The second round.
I am foolish.
I let you sweep me off my feet.
Lure me in.
Betray me again.
I fell
With nothing to break my agonizing tumble.
You robbed me, you took it all.
I am now left with nothing.
My heart, mind, and spirit vanished from my body.

[x n0ise]

Elegance

Once again, nature takes its place.
The green fading out, not quite completely
White dusty powder fills the fields.
It falls from the sky like dismond droplets
Kisses and love sent.
The frost encrusting the beauties of nature
Taking on a charisma of its own.

Our life comes and goes
But the allure of the Earths’ scenery is everlasting
True to the world’s ambiance.
Nothing can stop the power of artistry.
It takes breath away
Leaves imprints on imaginations
Brings peace to the mind..

[x n0ise]

Would you shed a tear if I was gone?
Miss me if I died?
Remember me?

Never being able to see the color in my eyes again
Shut tightly forever..
the bright green hue,
the freckles on my face,
the thick auburn hair,
the smile -
it all fades into the past
The beauty that once lived used her last breath.

The future breaks away
Now, everything is only memories
Grasp them; hold on tight!
Don't let go, please..
Leave go and my spirit will vanish,
my existance forgotten
Nothing will be left.

As though I never live, never mattered,
the world will continue to move,
The stars will still shine.
Look up, smile.
Though you may not know..
I'll look down, smiling back.