United Girls Obsessed With Certain Guy Part II

[Beautiful.Disaster]

Gab...if you don't like steve getting so close, you need to tell him that. And I'm sorry you got so upset over Justin, but atleast you were giddy for a little bit

Shrubs-dang gurl! lol You're walkin the stalker line...not quite there yet, just be careful

Well today went well...lol nothing too special, but we were flirting a bit when we were waiting for our rides. Then after school at like 7:00, he was online, so I IMed him and so we were talking steadily for like 45 mins then he had to go...but i was so happy...lol and we were emailing back and forth 'actuallyactuallyactually' *long story* lol so it was a good day. I have the convo saved ;D

[Gabbie]

Omg, okay i just wrote this totally long long long post about like everything and it was to long and i went back and it was GONE! UGH! i'll be back to pos as much of it as i can remember later though...ugh this is so upsetting...i'm having a bad week....

[horsesalltheway]

Shrub and Gab: Because I don't have a crush of any sort anymore.

Nic

[Beautiful.Disaster]

OK...ladies, this is getting pathetic. lol I have the back of his head memorized. he has this little swirl at the back of his head where the bleach meets the brown. Abuot 2 inches below that, he has this faint line of bleach that you can berely see. He wore Abercrombie cologne last year *yummy...* and his favorite color is green. He like Jess R., who used to be my neighbor but we dont remember eachother, but he realizes it's stupid since practically every other guy in that school likes her. ok I'm done *goes off into corner*

But I'm going to a boy's soccer game today with Monica, and it's the B-Team and Houston in on the A-Team. *yay he's good!lol* and apparently the guys on it are very..umm...nice. lol And we're gonna call up Houst and ask him to come. so yeah. Off to go get ready...Au Revoir *or however you spell that*

[*Little Leprechaun Gurl*]

Hey sorry I havent been here in a while, I'm busy..and things keep going up and down. Oofta, ok So Wednesday at youthgroup it was soo fun. We played this game, and there's two posts and then there was a rope tied inbetween that came up to my neck... well we had to get everyone over the rope without touching it. Well, Tyler lifed me over and then handled me off to Brett...*squeal* Oh the feeling of being in Brett's arms... It was nice. Anywhoo then some brilliant person touched the rope and we had to start all over. So this time Andy and Tyler let me step on thier hands and then get on Brett's shoulders....His head inbetween my legs.. haha quite interesting. Ok..Ok sorry, anywhoo, then he lifted me down. Well once again a VERY smart person touched the rope and we had to start over. Well, So then we came up with the crowd surf idea...well Brett and Sara were the only ones on the other side...and they dropped me... and so I was goin down and in mid air he caught me Hehehe, I love youthgroup. Anywhoo so ya...then Nikki=happy. Well yesturday I went to this sing at PSCC (pugit sound christain college) And it was awesome but in the car ride there I was talking to Carly and apparently she talks to Brett every Friday. And so I was like...really?! and then she started telling me what they talk about and she said that he said there were alot of hotties at Cascade, and Lucy elbowed her and I was like, "Lucy its ok, I already know" and then Carly was like "Ya he really likes this one named Christina." That just put me over the top. Any other girl but Christina. (Not the Christina here) But... oof...she just buggs me. *sigh* So now ofcoarse I cant think of anything but the bad things that I hear. And they are playing over and over in my head and I'M GOING TO GO CRAZY!!!! Ahhh!!! But anywhoo..so I'm gonna call him tonight and just splurg out everything... I dont know if its the right thing to do...but I just need to get things out...

[tootrickyforyou]

Damn. Damn damn damn damn damn. That's about all I can think of to describe myself right now. And just so you know, that's not a good damn.

Okay. *breaths*. Here goes...

Last summer I signed up for that stupid "E-spin the bottle" thingy because I was realllyyy bored. Well, in early Augest I get an e-mail from a guy who lives in the same city as me! I thought that was all good in the hood for a while...well, until last night...but I'mg etting ahead of myself. We talked for a while, I added him to Messenger, my friends are friends with him (now), but two nights ago I had to go, and HE SAID HE LOVED ME! That's not a good thing either, because I didn't even think he thought we were in a relationship, we don't even know each other, and I'm too scared to talk to him about anything...worse, I'm supposed to be meeting him in SIX days, and what if he shoes up and starts kissing me or something? Anyway, what do you guys think I should be do? Cancel meeting him? I actually think I'll just talk to him about how he shouldn't be saying that...majorly awkward conversation...but, there's more.

Okay. Most of you probably don't remember, but over at the Razzberry UGOCG, I had a crush on this guy named Calen. Well, anyway, I have a crush on him again because he's in my PE class and we've been talking a lot and everything, but I've only told about 2 or 3 people that i like him...I was at a football game two Fridays ago, and his friend keeps on going up to me and saying "you like Calen!" But I was just ignoring him because I didn't want him to know that I actually did...Well, I was going inside the school to get a drink or something, and his friend (Chris) comes out WITH Calen and about five of their other friends, yells "YOU LIKE CALEN!" and what am I supposed to do? I was shocked that he would say that RIGHT In front of him, and I didn't know how he could possibly have known, so I say back "No I dont!" really forcefully...*sighs*. BUT, I go to the after-game dance, and my best friend, Lily, couldn't go. Me and my other friend were friends with her crush, and he's kind of a flirt, so he promised all three of us a dance...but of course, Lily had to go, so I guess he just promised me and my other friend a dance...anyway, we were hanging out with him when a slow song comes on, and since I was the one closest to him, he asked me to dance. I danced with him, and about halfway through it, CALEN walks by, looks at us for a second, then goes and sits down in a corner for the rest of the freaking dance. So now, Calen thinks I hate him, and that I'm "going out" with Lily's crush, which I'm NOT at all, but...I wrote him a letter saying that I really DID like him, but he's been gone all week, so I can't give it to him...meaning I've had this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach for over two weeks now...*sighs* Boys are soo complicated.

And also...I've kind of skimmed through the 7 pages, so I kind of know what's going on...I just don't have time to reply. I'm sorry, guys!

[*Little Leprechaun Gurl*]

Gabi-THATS GREAT!!! *does a lil dance with Gabi!*

Nichole (wiltedrose)-Hun about this internet meeting... maybe you should bring a friend with you when you meet him..and talk to him about the whole "I love you thing" If you really feel that uncomfortable dont do it. Hope I helped and good luck!

Okies...well I didnt talk to Brett like I said I would... Oofta I know I know bad Nikki bad. But I dunno, I just couldnt do it. Anywhoo so at church today I didnt say one word to him...infact I dont even know if he knows I was there...Anywhoo but then after church I went to Costco with my freind Karissa and while trying out some of the samples I turn around and who do I see strumming on a guitar? Brett and Andy! So I walked over and said hi...and then Andy told us how they got kicked outa the desk chair isle b/c they were racing eachother down the isle and crashing into eachother... Lol, anywhoo then I had to go b/c we couldnt find Karissa's mom...so ya. *sigh*

Edited to fix "So I walk over say and said hi" Oofta someone deffanatly needs English classes....

[Dudet13]

Thats great Gabi! I'm so glad to hear it Nothing new here other than normal friend issues... good luck everyone.
chelsea

[Gabbie]

YAY GABI! don't worry i have weird nicknames from my friends to, the only normal ones are gaby, gab, and gabs. then we have gaberdine, rianna, rosemary...and more, i don't know where they come up with these things...

well i don't even remember what i wrote in my last really long post that somehow just left my screen, so i can't write it over. matt's been really nice to me and its starting to worry me, i mean our whole relationship for the last....9 years....has been us hating each other but really not...and even when we were getting along (which is very rare) we still have that kind of hate/love thing going on, and he is just being way to nice...i don't know, i'm just not used to it at all.

this girl...well actually she was my friend at one point, but i hate her now, made a point of telling me and my best friend at a sleep over how much the boys hated us and i was sooooo pissed, like these things don't bother me a lot, the boys could hate me, i really don't care, but since i know for a fact, from all the boys, that they don't i was just like go to hell. i got so mad at her, i didn't want to ruin the sleep over but i was like "are you kidding me? your not in my class, they talk about you ALL the time, so what they make a comment about me or caitlin once and a while and i mean once and a while, but they talk about you everyday, everyday! and if you ever think that matt will ever like you again after your whole obsession thing with him last year when you like stalked him, you have to be kidding" and she was just like well they talk to me outside of school and i was like "excuse me, but in case you haven't noticed i'm like the only girl who hasn't been like totally stalkerish obsessed with them, so i am basically the only one that they actually talk to and don't lie to" and she was like well how do you know that, my god she is so stupid, she was like chris told you right and yeah chris did tell me because chris tells me his life story...btw chris is my best guy friend and he tells me like everything and i asked him about this and he said that he didn't really know who the boys talk about but he knows they like me because i inform them on like everything cause i know everything and i hate everyone they hate and i'm mean to people and i was like great chris just wanted to know if i should kill her or not...

so then she was online and i was like hey you know the boys don't talk about us and she was like i didn't say that...so at this point i'm ready to like kill her and most of it is all because matt was in the convo casue otherwise i really don't think i would have cared.

anyway, we had gym today, which would have been fun if i could play, but i like fell on my foot and can't for like another two weeks maybe more, i don't know, no doctor seems to know whats wrong with me, i dont understand it, but we got in trouble anyway...i've totally brainwashed the boys to do everything i tell them, its great...

but anyway, i don't know what i'm talking about...matt he like offers to carry my books and all this stuff and its really weird, like i like him, but when hes all nice to me its really strange, i'm just like okay stop it...it worries me

and then this other kid in my class that i was talking about chris he is my best guy friend and apparently he like raves to his mom about me and i'm just like okay thanks chris, he worries me sometimes though, i mean i would never like him like that, but his mom told my mom that he talks about me like all the time and thats just really odd...

but really i don't even know what i would just talking about i'm having so many friend issues and just issues in general so i don't even think i talked about what i was going to talk about in the first place...oh well

[Beautiful.Disaster]

Yay Gab!! ;D;D

Nik- tell Brett and Andy good job on the chairs...lmao sounds like something I would do...*imagines us racing chairs then getting kicked out* aaaahahahahaha lol

Ok well for me, Jesse actually said something to me! lol I had gotten to school like 15 minutes early and after I had gotten all my stuff, I went over to hang out with Aria. As I was walking over there, I see Jesse...he goes 'who are you' but I was talking to Aria so I didnt answer...anyhoo, he like took a step to me as I was walking over and said 'Hey I'm Jesse...who are you' and I looked at him and kinda half-smiled and said 'I'm Christina' then when I was standing by Aria, this guy looked at me and was like 'hey Cutie' lol...this was like the 3rd time he's said that to me...he said it later during lunch lol. Well as far as Houston, nothing new... I brought pixy stix today, so he begged one offa me. After school, he came to see my doggy, and he liked her and she liked him *she didnt growl or anyhing, which is unusual unless she likes the person*. Anyways, I think Im starting to like Josh as well. He looks reeally good in a soccer uni, and me and Monica went to his game Saturday *Houst was actually having practice at the same field at the same time lol*. He did really good and we were hanging out with him for a while. He let us dig thru his bag...lol we found a pair of his boxers hehe. Anyways, he was being really cool and shtuff. He was like looking at me and kinda flirting with his eyes at the game...then today he was kinda doing the same thing, only he actually stolded my PixyStix. lol I was like leaning over him and grabbing at his arm and stuff. Very fun! lol anyhoo math beckons...ttyl!

[*Little Leprechaun Gurl*]

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

URRGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! I cant take this anymore I just want to scream...and I cant. And it's peiving me off!!!!!


Sorry I gotta go, if I write anymore I'll explode....

[*Little Leprechaun Gurl*]

^^ sorry about that, I think I can talk now. *sigh* Ok, so today I'm not doing well in the first place, just kinda a rough start, ya know? So I go into class kinda grumpy in the first place and whats the 1st thing that happends. Raeder. First its about basketball...and I know I suck he doesnt have to remind me and I wasnt even talking to him I was talking to Lucy. Then finally when I blow him over, just because he knows how much talking about Brett flusters me and because he wasnt happy with the results of him putting me down about b-ball he goes and says sutff about Brett. I tried not to listen to him...but that subject is on my heart. And I cant take it...you guys know that. Brett's asking another girl out. And I know this shouldnt bother me really because if Brett's happy then I'm happy. And I really hope it works out but it hurts me so much. How could he just get over me that fast? Just forget about me and care about another girl enough to ask her out? He said one of the reasons we couldnt be together is because he felt like he wasnt ready for a girlfreind and he was pressured into asking me out. But he still cared for me alot. So now 3 weeks later he's suddenly ready to be with someone...it hurts. How can he just do that to me? And if he is ready thats great because that means he's thought it out and is maturing but...it hurts so much its undescribable. I love him so much that words cant describe. And I know this sounds stupid because heck I'm 13...but I really do love him. I've been through so much with him...so much, more then most adults have been through, and we've been together forever...maybe not as a couple but we just have. Its like Corey and Tapanga...everybody knows their ment to be...and yet...in the middle Corey likes that other girl and then they break up....and you know how much pain Tapanga went through b/c of it, and in the end everything was ok...but I thought that end was in September when he asked me out...what if this is the end of us? Gosh I just cant handle it....and I guess I know why he didnt tell me because he thinks that if he tells me he'll hurt me, and I think its nice of him but it hurts me more to find out from other people. And its just... I cant picture me w/anybody...We've been through so much together....cancer,surgery,broken bones,all of school, you name it we did it together... and it just hurts so much for it not to be there anymore. We said that we would still talk to eachother and be great friends after we "broke up" or through anything... is not talking to one another and finding out eachothers secrets through friends really how being freinds is going to be? Cuz if it is...I cant handle it...

[Beautiful.Disaster]

Oh Nikki i'm so sorry!! *hugs* I don't really know what to say except to remember that in the end, everything's ok. If it's not ok, it's not the end. Keep your chin up, girl. Your in my prayers

[Beautiful.Disaster]

*sigh* he's got a new girlfriend...brianna...he hugged her right in front of me in between 5th and 6th period. It hurt...I shoudla known he wouldnt have stayed single for long... *sigh* back to the search for a guy, I guess...blah...

[tootrickyforyou]

Off_To_NeverNever_Land: *hugs* I'm so sorry! Seeing your crush with someone else always sucks. I don't really know your whole story, with me being gone for so long, but seeing your crush go out with someone else is the worst feeling in the world *hugs again* PM me sometime if you wanna talk, okay?

Nikki: Eep! I haven't kept up on this, but I wish I would've! I'm SO sorry about Brett! I wont say much here, but Ill give you a long-awaited PM after I'm done with all this.

Gabi: Awww, Justin sounds so sweet! I'll continue this in ANOTHER long-awaited PM.

Well...things are DEFINATELY going better for me. I talked to Wayne (that's the Internet guys name), and he said he didn't think we were in a relationship either, and he said that he only meant love as a friendly thing *sighs in relief* Also, for you guys who are worried about me out there (you're so sweet!) I'll be meeting him at a football game against our schools THIS FRIDAY!!! I'm excited, but he seems like he'd make a better friend than boyfriend...which is good, because I have news on Calen too!!!

Okay. Today was a good day for me, so I was feeling confident and everything, and after school I was SO close to giving him the letter, but I decided not to...but, my friend stole the letter from me and ran off, and since I was almost missing my bus I decided to make a run for it, and....

[glow=red,2,300]SHE GAVE IT TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![/glow]

I was really nervous and everything, but then I thought of all the other guys that've known before (including him! hee hee) and so I'm not stressing as much anymore. I'm just excited for tomorrow!