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Post by zonacruz6 on May 19, 2002 10:36:53 GMT -5
Well.. I don't really feel like I have no friends, but my some of my "friends" have been confusing the fuck out of me by all of a sudden being pissed for no apparent reason. They give me the silent treatment or bitch at me non-stop or talk shit about me behind my back. Those are NOT real friends. And, my "best" friend is pissed at me like hell right now and isn't even sure she wants to be friends with me anymore.. that hurts. But, there's only 2 or 3 of them. The rest are fine.
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Post by x n0ise on May 21, 2002 20:06:54 GMT -5
Life sucks. Man...
DAMNIT.
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Post by RayOfBlackLight on May 21, 2002 21:23:39 GMT -5
I know how you guys feel...kind of. I mean, I know that I have friends, it's just that they don't really understand what I go through every day. They're always all happy, and their idea of a huge problem is if so-and-so likes them at all. To me, that's not a problem. I really don't care. I just wish that I could find one or two people in my town that really understood everything. I don't think I ever will. Oh well.
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Post by likeAfox on May 25, 2002 0:03:46 GMT -5
i....guess........i have some friends.....or at least people who care about me other than my family. at school i try to make friends, talk to everyone in my classes and during lunch, say hi in the halls, sit with different groups of people, and i know/have talked to almost 1/3 of the people in my school im sure. thats all IN school. out of school...i dont know....no one ever calls me, and i have a ton of people on my buddy list...but no one ever invites me anywhere. i havent gone out somewhere with friends for half a year now! so, i mostly just have aquaintances.
then again, all my life ive never had any real friends or a boyfriend....ive always been different and weird. im very independant. im not one of thoses 'groupie' types. if i get friends i feel that i need them to be like this also.
its my first year in high school...and almost the end. i havent made out-of-school friends yet. what can i do? how do i become frineds with people? how long do i have to know them to do something with them out of school? should i invite them somewhere instead of waiting for them to invite me? theres always next year...its going to be a lonely summer..
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Post by RebDoMINe on Aug 3, 2002 4:13:48 GMT -5
I've had the problem all my life. Most of the time, I had one friend, but eventually they got sick of standing up for me (I got picked on a LOT) and decided to hurt me as well.
I know many people wish their friends cared more, but I'd say if you have people willing to battle it out with you, be grateful. That's a real friend. I'd have given anything for that growing up.
Now I have three friends, and have never been more content. I know they'll never pull shit like that. I can see our friendships in a clear perspective. There was a time (two years) when the only friend I had was my best friend--who lived in another state.
It's difficult and painful, but I wouldn't trade it for anything. I remember crying when people would mention their friends...not wanting to get up in the morning or function. But I've come to terms with the fact that it's time to rely on me alone. I went through enough to have become my own friend. In the end, what loneliness can give you is priceless.
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Post by Shrubby on Aug 15, 2002 20:57:49 GMT -5
I don't know anymore. All my friends have a billion guy friends and it seems like they're all part of this group that I'm not, you know? I'd like to have some guy friends, 'cause I think that they are way funnier and stuff, and girls think farts are gross but I find them hysterical. That was a runon sentence. Anyway, everytime I talk to guys I get all red, dammit! Ergh!
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Post by Ms.Thang_Has-It-All on Apr 29, 2003 20:55:21 GMT -5
Okay, that was over a year ago when I wrote this, since then, things have made a total 360 ! Going into HS I had no friends, then all of the sudden, BOOM... I did.
I liked it soo much, I hadn't had someone to hang out with in awhile !! Always gone. Havin fun.
Now as of a week ago, I don't have ANY anymore ! They believe something I said about a friend that I didn't even say !!! And they all hate me. Now, I don't wish I was still friends with them, just wish I had good valueable friends that was like me. Could count on them. But I don't and now that ever so short "Friend" era is over I feel depressed again and lonely all the time.
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SummerSun88
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Gay guys stick out like sore thumbs, thier always the ones that look better than you... :P
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Post by SummerSun88 on Aug 11, 2004 23:53:30 GMT -5
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