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Shrubby
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The ~Depression~ Thread. Aug 30, 2002 19:44:37 GMT -5

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Post by Shrubby on Aug 30, 2002 19:44:37 GMT -5

I think I'm depressed...but no one will ever know. At school, I'm happy and perky and stuff, and around my friends, and they don't know that every time we chat, I'm crying and digging my nails into my arm, trying to make it bleed. I'm mean towards my family, and then I'm fine, and then they punish me later for being mean, and so I get angry at them, and it's this whole cycle. I really hate my father now, and all this stuff, and it's too much to say so I'm going to go lay down and never get back up.

Shrubby
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The ~Depression~ Thread. Sept 7, 2002 18:07:52 GMT -5

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Post by Shrubby on Sept 7, 2002 18:07:52 GMT -5

Thanks for all the support Gabster, it's good to know I have someone to talk to. I'm feeling better now, it seems so trivial now. I don't want to tell people because then it'll be like, "Oh she's DEPRESSED" like some disease, and nobody will ever think so because I'm a really hyper and happy person that laughs constantly, and then I get in depression and just tell them I'm really tired. Now I'm just antisocial, but I'll get over it.