Soleluna's personal support thread

[Soleluna]

Ok. School is going badly. I am in high school, and class president, which means I have to resolve all issues between teachers and students. Well, everything I do seems to be wrong.............. The other class pres (we have two) was my supposed best friend, but now she turned over and stabbed me in the back. I waS so hurt.....

I don't have a boyfriend, and sometimes I feel very lonely. I don't have any real friends....
THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME:  
I could use the exact same words Sarah used in her thread:  
"I'm so sad, but I'm not even sure WHY. I mean, from most people's perspectives, I'm lucky as hell. I have a supportive, caring family, a roof over my head, warm clothes and food and water. But yet, I always question whether people really care or are just pretending to.  
I'm not about to kill myself (I'm too scared of dying) but I kind of got a shock when I realized I wasn't sure who would actually care. Maybe I'm just paranoid. Or maybe I'm totally alone. Who knows?"
except I took away the friends part.

I do tons of extra school activities, but I don't seem to bond with anyone.
I have one special guy friend, but his girlfriend is jealous and is always telling him 'me or her' so I can't see him very much.


What can I do??
please, I am sick and tired of crying so much...

I thought my life was better, but it got worse again..

maybe it'a all in my mind.

Federica

[Soleluna]

Things have gone from bad to WORSE.
Yesterday my guy friend was supposed to call me, I sent him a message saying he was sad. Not only he didn't answer, but he didn't even call like he had promised!!!!!!!!!

Plus:
Today I was sick and stayed home from school. Nobody even noticed.

What can I do?
I am such a bad person?

[80s Child]

Now that you've posted here, I come to offer comfort.  
To start off with, you are NOT a bad person. If you feel unnoticed, it's because MOST high school kids are petty, selfish little brats who are so focused on their own identity crises that they forget anyone else exists. People DO care about you, they just may not show it. That's the way it works.
Now as for your guy friend, he has to make a decision about priorites in his life. He shouldn't HAVE to choose, but he does, thanks to that girlfriend of his. If he values your friendship, which I'm sure he does, he'll know what the right decision is.
And if you haven't found special friends to bond with, don't worry. Heck, I'm 18 and I have a lot of friends, but no truly special ones. Give it time; people who care will come to you. And if it doesn't work, you'll always have a friend in me.  
*HUGS* If you need to talk, PM me.

[Soleluna]

Thanks everyone for NOT answering... I needed help, and where was everyone???

[80s Child]

Hey - I was here remember?
Don't concentrate on those who don't help; concentrate on those who DO help.

[Shrubby]

I'm sorry about your problems, I can't offer any advice because I'm not very advicey, but I can offer *hugs* and cookies...

[Keista1]

I feel the same way sometimes, I only have like one close friend, but most of the time I think she uses me for my mom so my mom can give her rides. I dont know, I do a lot at school too, but haven't ever had a true "best friend". I think I have more guy friends. I don't know, but if you ever need to talk, I'm here! Oh yeah, sometimes you have to take the first step, some people might feel the same as you, and you just odn't know it. So, try to take the first step! Good luck!