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Post by busybodies on Aug 24, 2002 8:18:15 GMT -5
.School. It's getting hard and I must get good results.
.Having to watch my parents/brother die. I don't want to live a long life.
.My future. Ironic if you look at the last point.
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Post by ThaIceLady on Aug 24, 2002 8:59:38 GMT -5
I'm not really worried about anything. I was worried about the ACT even though I think I still have time to think about that since I'm a junior...and I already reviewed what the test is about and all that...
I'm not worried about my classes this year because I know I always make it through, and last year I worried for nothing because I did good. Also, for two classes I have the same teachers I had last year...but for a different subject than last year.
Though like someone else mentioned I do sometimes worry about what others think of me...but not so much that I hate myself or stop wearing a certain outfit or change who I am.
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Post by ThaIceLady on Aug 27, 2002 18:38:04 GMT -5
okay f*@k that ^^^ I am worried about a presentation I have to do in history and we can only use note cards with notes it can't be the report!!! OMG call me a wimp whatever I am one of those peeps who stress when I have to do a presentation, and we have to have our whole speech memorized. Gosh, this sounds stupid but i'm seriously thinking of skipping! lmao...........  |
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Post by Spazmatikal on Aug 28, 2002 0:52:00 GMT -5
"Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." - Matthew 7:14
i have this verse written on many things i own to help keep me in check with my worries. i don't always succeed tho :/
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Post by ThaIceLady on Oct 17, 2002 17:12:06 GMT -5
Ahahahah lmao at my previous post. Whooo the presentation went fine, and it was last month LoL.
Anyways, I'm not really worried about anything right now.
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Post by Gabster on Oct 17, 2002 20:08:27 GMT -5
That's an *awesome* verse, Spazmatical...thanks for posting that!!!
Let's see...things I'm worried about.
~ School. I am so stressed all the time. I get so much homework, and I have field hockey practice every day. I don't know how I'm going to make it until November 12 (our last game). I think I am going to go insane or have a nervous breakdown soon. And if you think I'm being overly dramatic, listen to this: I had to memorize the 23 helping verbs one night before an English quiz, and I woke up after dreaming they were floating around on clouds. And when I woke up, I was saying to myself, "is, am, are, was, were, be, being, been..."
~ Field hockey. It's ironic because it's my stress reliever and the thing that keeps me going, but also can sometimes be a source of my worry. I'm a total perfectionist and if I do even the tiniest thing wrong, I'll be replaying that missed pass all night.
~ Money. Shplar. My family is really low on cash @ the moment, so I'm saving up every penny in order to be able to pay for half my guitar. Except I also need some new jeans because my other ones are falling off me now because I've lost a lot of weight (probably from all the stress!!!), which isn't good, because I've already lost, like, 30 pounds in the past 5 months without trying and I really need to stop losing weight before evenmore people start thinking I have an eating disorder. Wait this was supposed to be about money. Yeah. I need it.
~ Sleep. I don't get enough. Ever. Even on the nights that I do manage to get to sleep before 11, I can't fall asleep because my mind is racing with all this stuff and then I wake up @ least twice during the night. Shplar.
~ My low self esteem. It's slowly getting higher but I really need to just get more confident a little faster. I mean, I'm still so self conscious, it's ridiculous.
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Post by canadiana on Nov 3, 2002 20:20:15 GMT -5
I am most worried/stressed about schools. Because that is what will determine my future.
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Post by cheyne fatale on Nov 3, 2002 21:04:35 GMT -5
EVERYTHING
Especially school and the "what are you going to be when you grow up" question.
I don't know what i want to be! I don't have talents, i don't have interests, and my grades are errrr....slipping. to put it mildly.
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Post by SunShine on Nov 22, 2002 22:15:30 GMT -5
I worry about a lot of things... Mainly my mom.
Where should I start? She is supposedly manic depressive... Or so they tell her. She has started taking all these pills to get her "stable" but truthfully there was nothing with her before. Now the pills make her sleep all day, she constantly snaps at me for no reason, she is gaining a lot of weight, and that many pills can't be good for a person...
She skydives every weekend. Last week she landed head first on the ground and kind of got dragged. This makes me so nervous the whole day she is gone. And she doesn't call until she is on her way home.
She lost her job and doesn't have another yet. She is waiting for her "golden egg" to come in the mail saying that she got it back. Yeah right. She hasn't worked for six months. Get off you ass and get another job!
I have this feeling that my mom is sick. Really sick. Like with cancer or something and she is going to die soon. I feel like she is keeping something from us. That scares me more than anything. I would be broken without my mom.
I'm worried about leaving, and college. My dad says I have to move back to Nevada for my junior and senior year so that I can get a $10, 000 scholarship to UNLV. Thats all good, but I have to leave my mom and sister. They will be so upset. They constantly tell me I'm the one that holds things together here. Why do my parents pressure me so much?
I worry about my weight. I can't control what I eat.
I worry that I'm letting go of everything. I don't care about things I used to, or should. I'm so lazy, my grades are slipping, and I look like a slob.
I worry that no one ever likes me. I feel like my friends think I'm annoying, like they would rather I wasn't there. I know I'm being stupid, and if I paid more attention I could see that people do. I know I have great friends, but others that I don't really know.
I worry about my future. It seems like so much work to go to school for the next eight or ten years. Sometimes I just want to let go. Stop doing work. Stop stressing out over everything. Let whatever happens happen. Ehhh... This is where I start thinking of suicide...
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Post by Gabster on Nov 22, 2002 22:30:58 GMT -5
My biggest worry lately is that I'm going to lose my edge. As mentioned in a previous post...I am a total perfectionist. Except it's not only in field hockey. It's in everything. Every single aspect of my life, I feel like I have to be perfect in it.
I feel like I have to be the world's greatest friend. A lot of my friends count on me for support and advice 24/7. I don't mind @ all, I love helping people, especially my friends...but sometimes I would just like to have a shoulder to cry on. Someone else's. Because I've found out that it's kind of hard to cry on your own shoulder.
School is a huge area of pressure for me. I am taking 2 honors classes, and one in between honors and regular classes. I am one of the only freshman I know with a full academic schedule like this. I work incredibly hard every night getting everything done, and it pays off. I'm getting a 4.23...which is great. Still, it's an incredible amount of pressure on me, to get A's on everything. I want to go to UCSD for college...and that requires an excellent, excellent GPA. It's just the first semester of 9th grade, and I'm already feeling burnt out.
Being the perfect athlete is another one. Field hockey season is over, but I still feel the pressure I felt during season. Even though the practice/game schedule is no longer there, I still run and work out every day, to stay in shape. It's great and I love it, but sometimes I wish I could just allow myself a day off once in a while. Still, I feel like I should be the best...muscular, toned, 6 pack, incredible mile time, everything.
Oh and I can't forget looking great every day. I feel like I have to look good every day, no matter what. Cute clothes, nice hair, flawless skin, everything.
I could go on for hours about this...bottom line is, I feel an incredible amount of pressure from all sides (family, friends, and self) to be perfect all the time. I am always in "on" mode. I hardly ever relax, because there's always something I should be doing, improving. And all this, and I'm still trying to reach my own goals. I've grown and changed an incredible amount as a person in the past few months, and it's hard to live up to everyone's expectations, while still trying to just be myself.
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Post by SunShine on Feb 11, 2003 21:32:49 GMT -5
My "missing" library book. I found it though, AT THE LIBRARY! So I went to tell the librarian. He said it wasn't it because it had a different bar code. I know for a fact it was the same book I checked out because it had this pink call slip in it from '95, and I thought that was kind of cool. AND I asked him what bar code number thing it was so I could look elsewhere, and he told me the number and said I have three book checked out. Yes, I have three books checked out. Romeo and Juliet, The Beaches, and Beyond the Divide. Those are it. He said three, not four, and if he said for that would mean I do have Roses out. BUT HE SAID THREE!!! So, can anyone tell me why they keep telling me that I have an overdue book called Roses?!
My future. I am in the lowest Algebra class. I SUCK at math! Accelerated World Cultures is an ELECTIVE! It doesn't count for any credits but ELECTIVE credits! WHY DID I EVER TAKE THIS CLASS? If I would have known it counted only as an elective I would have taken a NORMAL history class! If I'm not going to take Honors English next year, what is the point of taking it this year? If I'm not going to be in any honors classes, what am I going to do with my life?
I don't want to live with my dad in a year! I can barely stand them three months out of a year, how am I going to for 9? What if they don't let me take my pigs? Wherever I go, my guinea pigs and their gigantic cage go. No questions asked.
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Post by Spazmatikal on Mar 18, 2003 0:36:39 GMT -5
SCHOOL. it's one of a few things that i constantly worry about. i have so many tests coming up in the next three months it's insane. i have the SAT IIs may 3rd (and i know i'll do terribly on the math section), i have the AP English Language test may 6th, the AP US history test a few days later, i need to take the SAT Is again in june... i need to get the damn waiver ticket for the SAT I for that matter. and... ugh. i don't know how much more school pressure i can handle. it sucks. and my grade in chemistry is slipping... it's falling away from me... and i'm so used to getting 4.0's now... i don't know what i'm going to do if i get less than an A in chemistry. it's sickening, i know... but you have to remember that it's a blow to your self esteem when you generally get things and do well, and then take a total 180 and do badly in a class. it sucks. urgh.
and college... i'm so worried that i'm not doing the right things, taking the right classes, and doing everything else to get into the school that i want. worried that maybe i'm going into the wrong field because i honestly don't know what the hell i'm particularly good at.
i need a job. i need my license. i need a way to get out of my house when it becomes to stressful. i need... i need reassurance all the time.
bleh.
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Post by SunShine on Mar 25, 2003 18:45:00 GMT -5
School, as usual. I'm going to get a C in Acc English. I cannot believe it. I've really been trying too. I know it probably isn't that big of a deal, but it seems like the end of the world for me. I'm just REALLY hoping I can get to the mail box before my mom or sister does.
I also got a C on Acc World Cultures test, and science test. I don't know what is going on with me. I AM going to raise it up before the end of the semester. I HAVE to.
I've just about had the worst day of my life today...
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